Sunday, January 30, 2005
The Dash
I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend.
He referred to the dates on her tombstone
From the beginning...to the end.
He noted that first came her date of birth
And spoke the following date with tears,
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years. (1934 -1998)
For that dash represents all the time
That she spent alive on earth...
And now only those who loved her
Know what that little line is worth.
For it matters not, how much we own;
The cars...the house...the cash,
What matters is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.
So think about this long and hard...
Are there things you'd like to change?
For you never know how much time is left,
That can still be rearranged.
If we could just slow down enough
To consider what's true and real,
And always try to understand
The way other people feel.
And be less quick to anger,
And show appreciation more
And love the people in our lives
Like we've never loved before.
If we treat each other with respect,
And more often wear a smile...
Remembering that this special dash
Might only last a little while.
So, when your eulogy's being read
With your life's actions to rehash...
Would you be proud of the things they say
About how you spent your dash?
Author Unknown
At the funeral of a friend.
He referred to the dates on her tombstone
From the beginning...to the end.
He noted that first came her date of birth
And spoke the following date with tears,
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years. (1934 -1998)
For that dash represents all the time
That she spent alive on earth...
And now only those who loved her
Know what that little line is worth.
For it matters not, how much we own;
The cars...the house...the cash,
What matters is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.
So think about this long and hard...
Are there things you'd like to change?
For you never know how much time is left,
That can still be rearranged.
If we could just slow down enough
To consider what's true and real,
And always try to understand
The way other people feel.
And be less quick to anger,
And show appreciation more
And love the people in our lives
Like we've never loved before.
If we treat each other with respect,
And more often wear a smile...
Remembering that this special dash
Might only last a little while.
So, when your eulogy's being read
With your life's actions to rehash...
Would you be proud of the things they say
About how you spent your dash?
Author Unknown
Read and Agreed by Kyo
1987-
Today's Interesting Fact:
The original fifty cent piece in Australian decimal currency had around $2.00 worth of silver in it before it was replaced with a less expensive twelve sided coin. (talking about inflation... haha)
Dont cry, I'll wipe away your tears...
Dont frown, I'll hug you till you smile...
Dont worry, I'll be there for you ...
Friendship is something that can only be made by the consent of two parties,
but it can be ruined by the decision of one...
I wish I could be there by your side
To tell you that everything is ok...
Coz I know how you feel sometimes...
The sadness deep inside...
But we'll get over this together rite?
And everything will be fine...
I will alwayz be there for you...
Forever you'll be mine...
I love you
-Kyo-
Saturday, January 29, 2005
bIT oF ShOckING NeWs...
So busy yesterday.. didnt get to write my bloggy at all! =X
Hmm.. I read an article on the AJ news network today... The number of AJs (Guyz and Galz )getting HIV+ve is fast growing, to the point that in Singapore, at the present moment, the numbers of AJs which are HIV+ve are 1/20.. which is... alot...
See lah... humphz.. dont even know what they do to get these kinda things...
Haiz.. hope my frenz are not victims...
For the frenz close to me, ask me if you wanna know why I "know" why these things are on the rise... sad case.. but i believe that my hypothesis is true... =(
Went for the Campus Crusade GCTC training today... I suddenly had a strange forboading.. that i might not be able to raise enough funds for the mission...
All i can do is to trust God in every single thing...
Feel that I've let God down so much these few days...
I've let myself down also... I've let everybody around me down...
So wanna say sorry to all those that got affected by me...
=P
Bleahz.. I just made a calender and put located it at the bottom of the webby.. if ya wanna book me for any event, just post your date on my calender, and I will check and tell ya if I can make it on that day... =)
Localander is cool.. =D
Miss her... oh shoot.. i remembered.... arrrgh!!!! I left my wristband in the shower room! omg... oh no.. oh no... oh no...
Shoot.. After gymming.. I forgot to take my wristband from the shower..... =(
But I promise that I still love her the same...
Just a wristband wouldn change my love for her... I liked her even before the wristband incident... =P
I'll go get a new band.. thats is if I cant find the original wan...
Today's Interesting Fact
Victor Hugo's Les Miserables contains one of the longest sentences in the French language—823 words without a period.
( I pity the person who had to sing (or say) these words.. awwww..)
Not a normal kid...
Not a normal life...
Not a normal thing I do...
I like an extraordinary gal...
I have extraordinary frenz...
I believe in an extraordinary God...
I love you..
-Kyo-
Hmm.. I read an article on the AJ news network today... The number of AJs (Guyz and Galz )getting HIV+ve is fast growing, to the point that in Singapore, at the present moment, the numbers of AJs which are HIV+ve are 1/20.. which is... alot...
See lah... humphz.. dont even know what they do to get these kinda things...
Haiz.. hope my frenz are not victims...
For the frenz close to me, ask me if you wanna know why I "know" why these things are on the rise... sad case.. but i believe that my hypothesis is true... =(
Went for the Campus Crusade GCTC training today... I suddenly had a strange forboading.. that i might not be able to raise enough funds for the mission...
All i can do is to trust God in every single thing...
Feel that I've let God down so much these few days...
I've let myself down also... I've let everybody around me down...
So wanna say sorry to all those that got affected by me...
=P
Bleahz.. I just made a calender and put located it at the bottom of the webby.. if ya wanna book me for any event, just post your date on my calender, and I will check and tell ya if I can make it on that day... =)
Localander is cool.. =D
Miss her... oh shoot.. i remembered.... arrrgh!!!! I left my wristband in the shower room! omg... oh no.. oh no... oh no...
Shoot.. After gymming.. I forgot to take my wristband from the shower..... =(
But I promise that I still love her the same...
Just a wristband wouldn change my love for her... I liked her even before the wristband incident... =P
I'll go get a new band.. thats is if I cant find the original wan...
Today's Interesting Fact
Victor Hugo's Les Miserables contains one of the longest sentences in the French language—823 words without a period.
( I pity the person who had to sing (or say) these words.. awwww..)
Not a normal kid...
Not a normal life...
Not a normal thing I do...
I like an extraordinary gal...
I have extraordinary frenz...
I believe in an extraordinary God...
I love you..
-Kyo-
Thursday, January 27, 2005
So lonely... I've lost direction in life... I've lost sense in everything I do...
Is it me.. or am I giving a bad impression to everybody...
Sobz...
I dont even know who am I now...
Every single thing I do seem to be wrong... what went wrong... I wonder...
I dont want to revert back to the quiet, reserved self I once was... I changed because I wanted to fit in... but I realized that I'm slowly going back...
Lonely... so cold...
I wish I had somebody to talk to...
I've gotta find out who I truly am... I've lost my identity while trying to gain an identity that will be accepted...
I was never good at anything... so why am I comparing?
The tagger was correct... I gained so much more then so many people, who come from broken families, who couldnt even touch polytechnic, who live in poverty...
But why am I still so disappointed with my life?
Maybe its because I could do better...
But I've kinda thrown away that idea cos' I know that I did my best... and if I do anymore, I'll suffer a breakdown...
I hope that I will never be on the "dislike" list of people... that is something that I'm extremely frightened to be...
I've lost all sense of competition... I just feel a shadow hovering just near to me... blind.. in the darkness...
I've become enveloped in my own self-deception...
Why cant I be who I want to be...
Last night, I had a nightmare... It has been so long since I had a nightmare... But instead of doing anything, I just let the dream sweep my by... Till the last part when I delibrately destroyed the hidious child...
What could it mean...
Haiz...
Everytime I try I fall...
Everything I see makes me so small...
Does anybody care?...
Doesnt anybody care...
sobz....
Is it me.. or am I giving a bad impression to everybody...
Sobz...
I dont even know who am I now...
Every single thing I do seem to be wrong... what went wrong... I wonder...
I dont want to revert back to the quiet, reserved self I once was... I changed because I wanted to fit in... but I realized that I'm slowly going back...
Lonely... so cold...
I wish I had somebody to talk to...
I've gotta find out who I truly am... I've lost my identity while trying to gain an identity that will be accepted...
I was never good at anything... so why am I comparing?
The tagger was correct... I gained so much more then so many people, who come from broken families, who couldnt even touch polytechnic, who live in poverty...
But why am I still so disappointed with my life?
Maybe its because I could do better...
But I've kinda thrown away that idea cos' I know that I did my best... and if I do anymore, I'll suffer a breakdown...
I hope that I will never be on the "dislike" list of people... that is something that I'm extremely frightened to be...
I've lost all sense of competition... I just feel a shadow hovering just near to me... blind.. in the darkness...
I've become enveloped in my own self-deception...
Why cant I be who I want to be...
Last night, I had a nightmare... It has been so long since I had a nightmare... But instead of doing anything, I just let the dream sweep my by... Till the last part when I delibrately destroyed the hidious child...
What could it mean...
Haiz...
Everytime I try I fall...
Everything I see makes me so small...
Does anybody care?...
Doesnt anybody care...
sobz....
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Communications.. BREAKDOWN!!
The communication model consists of... the encoder, the decoder, the communicator.........
I'm going gaga! bleahz... IPRA sucks... Studied for the entire evening and manage to get a few words into my head... thats all.. I think I'm going to do pretty badly.. worse then HIM as usual I'm sure...
Today Sarah is in the wierd wierd mood... WIERD... first she is scolding all the vulgarities (isnt that normal).. BUT she is also acting smitten.. she is clearly smiling and laughing and suddenly she can just blurt out a vulgarity...
hahaz.. she better learn to control her tongue or she'll never get a guy... well.. she's contented with being a dominatrix i guess..
Recently the gals have been kinda making fun of her... Keep poking and prodding her with all "you're not my galfren anymore" and "you got him liaw dont want us rite".... kind of words... I dunno if she feels hurt.. but sometimes I feel hurt for her....
I would really cry if my frenz suddenly treated me like dat suddenly...
and... its not 1, but quite alot also...
I know they're playing.. but... I dunno if she can stand it or not...
Sometimes I wanna hug her... but I guess she'll freak out... but sometimes she's so silent I keep thinking that she's hurt or something...
Until now, its still a fact that I would never react differently, nor be more or less attracted to a ger who is super chio... Sometimes my guy frenz will come across a gal that is super good looking, and will start glancing over and talking about her... but usually, I wont even flinch or lift an eye brown, even if a gal as chio as.... maybe Selina or Hebe....
Since I knew gals, I've always looked beyong what lies on the surface and into their person as a whole...
I cant be attracted physically by gals... no.. its impossible... they all look the same to me....
The only thing that matters is their heart....
Because, as a metro, I know for sure, that beauty is in the eye of the beholder...
I'm going gaga! bleahz... IPRA sucks... Studied for the entire evening and manage to get a few words into my head... thats all.. I think I'm going to do pretty badly.. worse then HIM as usual I'm sure...
Today Sarah is in the wierd wierd mood... WIERD... first she is scolding all the vulgarities (isnt that normal).. BUT she is also acting smitten.. she is clearly smiling and laughing and suddenly she can just blurt out a vulgarity...
hahaz.. she better learn to control her tongue or she'll never get a guy... well.. she's contented with being a dominatrix i guess..
Recently the gals have been kinda making fun of her... Keep poking and prodding her with all "you're not my galfren anymore" and "you got him liaw dont want us rite".... kind of words... I dunno if she feels hurt.. but sometimes I feel hurt for her....
I would really cry if my frenz suddenly treated me like dat suddenly...
and... its not 1, but quite alot also...
I know they're playing.. but... I dunno if she can stand it or not...
Sometimes I wanna hug her... but I guess she'll freak out... but sometimes she's so silent I keep thinking that she's hurt or something...
Until now, its still a fact that I would never react differently, nor be more or less attracted to a ger who is super chio... Sometimes my guy frenz will come across a gal that is super good looking, and will start glancing over and talking about her... but usually, I wont even flinch or lift an eye brown, even if a gal as chio as.... maybe Selina or Hebe....
Since I knew gals, I've always looked beyong what lies on the surface and into their person as a whole...
I cant be attracted physically by gals... no.. its impossible... they all look the same to me....
The only thing that matters is their heart....
Because, as a metro, I know for sure, that beauty is in the eye of the beholder...
Every night, I lay awake and think
How nice it would be if you were by my side...
I'd sometimes scold myself...
but still, I cant help smiling....
Coz I know, that you would want me by your side too.....
Haha.. I'm in Webby Class now...
Erpz... I got 76 for my HTML test... disguting.. lost HIM by over 8 marks... bleahz.. I could have gotten full marks for my 60 marks HTML part... if not for the fact that i forgot that PreFormatted text shouldn come with breaks...
Never mind.. lolz..
She got 78 =)
Cool.. heez... hmmm... donno why.. I'm not in the competitive mode today... I'm feeling so high and free... so h-a-p-p-y...
Lolz.. Jason is next to me and he just found a SUPER COOL blogskin, and he is going like..
"I love it!" "I love it!" (multiply 100x)
hahaz... I just love my class...
The other half of the class are challenging who has the most friendster views... so far it is Ryan who has like 143 views, then its Sonia, who has 114 views, and then I have 94...
But if I put all my 3 accounts together it should amount up to... 164
Bleahz...
Oh yah.. about yesterday...
I got 75 for Economics.... derm damm dumb results... Lost him by over 8 marks again... bleahz....
She had err.. very high I think...
haha... bleahz... I'm just happy that I got somewhat near an A...
DMC 1B-02 RuLez! We won flat all the other classes, snatching away their distinctions and As from right under their noses! lolz...
We're like sooo going to raise the entire standard till everybody who gets below 60 marks....
Hahaz... I loovve my classs....
Heez.. but I love her more...
My group got the highest in the class for proposal... kinda took me aback though... I thought that it was kinda horribly done.. coz it was messy and all....
hmm...
Soniiaaaa!! I shouldve listen to you.. lolz... you were right... she wanted d-e-t-a-i-l... haha..
Arrrgh... there is IPRA test tomorrow... and I haven even started studying.. partly because i DUNNO what to study... bleahz.. haha
okok.. I'll stop ere....
Today's Interesting Fact:
Chewing gum is outlawed in Singapore because it is a means of "tainting an environment free of dirt."
(haha... I'm proud of Singapore lor... Imagine having sticky gum under your chair)
[Department of Lgl. US Trade Department]
I will be there...
Through the darkness..
Through the winter...
I'll hug you tight...
I'll keep you warm...
I love you...
Love's fire burn greater then any other flame..
More brighter, more beautiful, more ethereal...
Transcending dimensions, surpassing space...
Erpz... I got 76 for my HTML test... disguting.. lost HIM by over 8 marks... bleahz.. I could have gotten full marks for my 60 marks HTML part... if not for the fact that i forgot that PreFormatted text shouldn come with breaks...
Never mind.. lolz..
She got 78 =)
Cool.. heez... hmmm... donno why.. I'm not in the competitive mode today... I'm feeling so high and free... so h-a-p-p-y...
Lolz.. Jason is next to me and he just found a SUPER COOL blogskin, and he is going like..
"I love it!" "I love it!" (multiply 100x)
hahaz... I just love my class...
The other half of the class are challenging who has the most friendster views... so far it is Ryan who has like 143 views, then its Sonia, who has 114 views, and then I have 94...
But if I put all my 3 accounts together it should amount up to... 164
Bleahz...
Oh yah.. about yesterday...
I got 75 for Economics.... derm damm dumb results... Lost him by over 8 marks again... bleahz....
She had err.. very high I think...
haha... bleahz... I'm just happy that I got somewhat near an A...
DMC 1B-02 RuLez! We won flat all the other classes, snatching away their distinctions and As from right under their noses! lolz...
We're like sooo going to raise the entire standard till everybody who gets below 60 marks....
Hahaz... I loovve my classs....
Heez.. but I love her more...
My group got the highest in the class for proposal... kinda took me aback though... I thought that it was kinda horribly done.. coz it was messy and all....
hmm...
Soniiaaaa!! I shouldve listen to you.. lolz... you were right... she wanted d-e-t-a-i-l... haha..
Arrrgh... there is IPRA test tomorrow... and I haven even started studying.. partly because i DUNNO what to study... bleahz.. haha
okok.. I'll stop ere....
Today's Interesting Fact:
Chewing gum is outlawed in Singapore because it is a means of "tainting an environment free of dirt."
(haha... I'm proud of Singapore lor... Imagine having sticky gum under your chair)
[Department of Lgl. US Trade Department]
I will be there...
Through the darkness..
Through the winter...
I'll hug you tight...
I'll keep you warm...
I love you...
Love's fire burn greater then any other flame..
More brighter, more beautiful, more ethereal...
Transcending dimensions, surpassing space...
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Monday, January 24, 2005
Why You Should Befriend an Andrew
In one of my wierd moods again.... One moment I can be so happy... another moment I can be so moody...
Got a C+ for my news writing... and he got a B+...
Ok.. blog viewers... If you read my blog enough you should know what is happening already and I would not bother to elaborate or moan about this anymore...
I'm keeping my sanity
Keeping my sanity...
I'll keep my sanity.
I shall be happy with whatever results I have this semester. I shall try my best. I shall not sleep in class or lecture (at least I'll try)...
Bleahz... my blogfans are going down... blogfanz... why are you leaving me?... =X
My younger bro spotted a white hair on my head just now... I screamed half the house down and accidentally click on "sell" on the menu and sold away my Vorpal Sword for 100 meat...
I am so not surprised. This stress is really killing me... hahaz... believe it or not... the only relaxation that I have now is KoL.... nothing else... coz I'll be busy with everything...
Yeah... I'm going to list down the benefits of having ME as a fren! =X
I must learn to be a) arrogant b) obnoxious c) self-centered d) dominatrix e) lesbian-like
ok...
1) I'll be there for you!
ok.. so cliche... but I've yet to let down a friend when they are in need...
2) I put my friends amongst the top priority!
Well... excluding my metrosexuality involvement, acadamic pressures and loveee...
3) I hate to see my friends sad...
Yeah.. I cant stand to see my friend feeling down... somehow I will also feel down and sad along with them...
4) I try very hard not to insult anybody, nor swan for that matter...
Bleahz... I know I have been swanning one particular person for the past couple of weeks... but other then that, I've always hated involving myself in personality-deterioration acts....
5) I'm helpful!
I usually go all the way to help my friends if it is possible to be done by me... however, sometimes I also need the same help... so cant help lor...
6) I'm dense..
Yupz.. I'm dense... very dense... so people can poke and make fun of me and I wont even know what is happening...
7) I'm street-smart-er
Haha... well... I'm at least street smarter then some people... and that can be a good point also.. if ya wanna know what is the latest developments in the city area... bleahz... sounds so econs...
8) I'm VERY open
Erpz... lolz... I can talk about anything under the sun... and I MEAN anything.. from alogramithic codes to Britney Spears...
9) I love company!
I cannot live without company.. I need friends... Many many friends! bleahz... I'll can cry sometimes when I'm alone...
10) I'm Andrew...
Andrew is whatever you saw above! He is not a thing. He is a human! =) sounds cool right? okok.. i'm not SO cool... I'm dense... remember?
I crack very lame jokes too...
Andrew is Andrew... and all he is to offer in return for friendship is the everlasting promise of a bond that goes beyond friendship even...
Winds can change, time will move...
But the bond between friends is unchanging...
Every growing in strenth and love..
Beyond time, beyond distance....
Today's Interesting Fact:
There are more insects in one square mile of rural land than there are humans on the entire earth.
Today you smiled at me...
I smiled back...
I look at you from a distance...
And wish you were so near...
Sometimes I can be so moody...
Dont take it to hard ok?
I will always love ya the same...
Stronger with each passing day..
-Kyo has fallen in love-
Got a C+ for my news writing... and he got a B+...
Ok.. blog viewers... If you read my blog enough you should know what is happening already and I would not bother to elaborate or moan about this anymore...
I'm keeping my sanity
Keeping my sanity...
I'll keep my sanity.
I shall be happy with whatever results I have this semester. I shall try my best. I shall not sleep in class or lecture (at least I'll try)...
Bleahz... my blogfans are going down... blogfanz... why are you leaving me?... =X
My younger bro spotted a white hair on my head just now... I screamed half the house down and accidentally click on "sell" on the menu and sold away my Vorpal Sword for 100 meat...
I am so not surprised. This stress is really killing me... hahaz... believe it or not... the only relaxation that I have now is KoL.... nothing else... coz I'll be busy with everything...
Yeah... I'm going to list down the benefits of having ME as a fren! =X
I must learn to be a) arrogant b) obnoxious c) self-centered d) dominatrix e) lesbian-like
ok...
1) I'll be there for you!
ok.. so cliche... but I've yet to let down a friend when they are in need...
2) I put my friends amongst the top priority!
Well... excluding my metrosexuality involvement, acadamic pressures and loveee...
3) I hate to see my friends sad...
Yeah.. I cant stand to see my friend feeling down... somehow I will also feel down and sad along with them...
4) I try very hard not to insult anybody, nor swan for that matter...
Bleahz... I know I have been swanning one particular person for the past couple of weeks... but other then that, I've always hated involving myself in personality-deterioration acts....
5) I'm helpful!
I usually go all the way to help my friends if it is possible to be done by me... however, sometimes I also need the same help... so cant help lor...
6) I'm dense..
Yupz.. I'm dense... very dense... so people can poke and make fun of me and I wont even know what is happening...
7) I'm street-smart-er
Haha... well... I'm at least street smarter then some people... and that can be a good point also.. if ya wanna know what is the latest developments in the city area... bleahz... sounds so econs...
8) I'm VERY open
Erpz... lolz... I can talk about anything under the sun... and I MEAN anything.. from alogramithic codes to Britney Spears...
9) I love company!
I cannot live without company.. I need friends... Many many friends! bleahz... I'll can cry sometimes when I'm alone...
10) I'm Andrew...
Andrew is whatever you saw above! He is not a thing. He is a human! =) sounds cool right? okok.. i'm not SO cool... I'm dense... remember?
I crack very lame jokes too...
Andrew is Andrew... and all he is to offer in return for friendship is the everlasting promise of a bond that goes beyond friendship even...
Winds can change, time will move...
But the bond between friends is unchanging...
Every growing in strenth and love..
Beyond time, beyond distance....
Today's Interesting Fact:
There are more insects in one square mile of rural land than there are humans on the entire earth.
Today you smiled at me...
I smiled back...
I look at you from a distance...
And wish you were so near...
Sometimes I can be so moody...
Dont take it to hard ok?
I will always love ya the same...
Stronger with each passing day..
-Kyo has fallen in love-
Sunday, January 23, 2005
A Commissioning Parade
Bleahz.... today is my brother's comissioning parade...
Wearing neat-o white uniforms that seem to reflect a ton of light, and pants that look like they were ironed with metallic spray and shoes that glare your eyes...
Everything was sooo neat... the whole formation was erpz... neat...
For once, the Singapore flag actually flew at full height and flapping with majesty... similar to that of those propogandic advertisments you see...
Yah... thats right.. today he becomes and officer... but I'd die then call him "sir" coz... I wont... bleahz...
It was kinda hard not to feel proud of him though... not many youths make it thru this course, and my bro was trained from a nerd to a bleeping hunk... so.. ya.. wadever...
My mum and dad was sitting there feeling so proud of their son (again)... and I was sitting behind them... trying to look proud too...
My mum was like tearing away...
My dad was taking multiple snapshots....
I was doing my news writing homework...
The last thing I needed now is to go into another bout of depression... How nice is it to have an all balanced brother yeah?
With the IQ as high as the late World Trade Center and the strength of the recent tsunami combined with the EQ the height of the Empire State Building...
Yeah.. he is another "wish you were him" kind of person...
Why am I not jealous? because deep down inside, I got a feeling he's not human... yeah... seriously.. who da hell can achieve what he's doing...
Back to the parade.. the president was there giving out all da swords...
yah.. and Majulah Singapura was being played...
yeah.. I was proud... but... I guess... I'll always be proud of him... cos there isnt much space to be proud about myself about...
Out of the tens of thousands of youths in Singapore, less then 400 make it through the OCS course...
I definately dont think I can get in... but whatever... I will just wait patiently for the time when I'm appreciated for my normalness...
I'm feeling very melancholy now...
Nothing much to write...
Nothing much to feel...
My brothers will always overshadow me... they have always did...
Partly why I follow my heart now more then my brain...
Guys are not dense........
I am.
Today's Interesting Fact : Each year approximately 250,000 American husbands are physically attacked and beaten by their wives. (why am I so not surprised... )
Wearing neat-o white uniforms that seem to reflect a ton of light, and pants that look like they were ironed with metallic spray and shoes that glare your eyes...
Everything was sooo neat... the whole formation was erpz... neat...
For once, the Singapore flag actually flew at full height and flapping with majesty... similar to that of those propogandic advertisments you see...
Yah... thats right.. today he becomes and officer... but I'd die then call him "sir" coz... I wont... bleahz...
It was kinda hard not to feel proud of him though... not many youths make it thru this course, and my bro was trained from a nerd to a bleeping hunk... so.. ya.. wadever...
My mum and dad was sitting there feeling so proud of their son (again)... and I was sitting behind them... trying to look proud too...
My mum was like tearing away...
My dad was taking multiple snapshots....
I was doing my news writing homework...
The last thing I needed now is to go into another bout of depression... How nice is it to have an all balanced brother yeah?
With the IQ as high as the late World Trade Center and the strength of the recent tsunami combined with the EQ the height of the Empire State Building...
Yeah.. he is another "wish you were him" kind of person...
Why am I not jealous? because deep down inside, I got a feeling he's not human... yeah... seriously.. who da hell can achieve what he's doing...
Back to the parade.. the president was there giving out all da swords...
yah.. and Majulah Singapura was being played...
yeah.. I was proud... but... I guess... I'll always be proud of him... cos there isnt much space to be proud about myself about...
Out of the tens of thousands of youths in Singapore, less then 400 make it through the OCS course...
I definately dont think I can get in... but whatever... I will just wait patiently for the time when I'm appreciated for my normalness...
I'm feeling very melancholy now...
Nothing much to write...
Nothing much to feel...
My brothers will always overshadow me... they have always did...
Partly why I follow my heart now more then my brain...
Guys are not dense........
I am.
Today's Interesting Fact : Each year approximately 250,000 American husbands are physically attacked and beaten by their wives. (why am I so not surprised... )
Miss ya!
Always did...
Smile! =)
-Kyo-
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Happy day!
Bleahz... haha! I'm feeeling sooo happy... sooo sooo happy!
hehez...
Well.. today went to this women's mental health seminar at York Hotel... yes... its a York Hotel... It doesnt have ANY windows other then those stuck up at the penthouse...
(boring.. yawnz)
Whatever is up with them holding up half the sky?.... Its kinda empty.... full of air... but contains birds though... birds contain bird-brains... lolz!
joking! joking! kidding ok? dont kill me... I love you...
After that.. we went around to munch and chomp on err... I forgot... oh yeah... Long John Silvers... with the totally grumpy and sulky counter personnel..
Then! we walked, and we walked, and we walked..... till we ended up at Border's Coffee Bean.... Haha... We talked about every single thing under stuff under the sun.... From Dominatrix, Lesbian Farms, to... ok.. I guess that could actually occupy us for a couple of hours.. lolz
Then Sarah or Jia Ying popped up this question about "what was your first impression of X" where X is Sarah, Jia Ying, Her or me...
bleahz.. then it came to mine impression of Her to me...
Actually, I didnt have much strong impression of her when I came into the class, coz I was like still heavily involved in some AJ issues...
But.. after that stuff was resolved, I began noticing that there was one particular gal who stood out amidst the others... she is really funny to talk to, and is very smart too! On top of that, she looked really cool as well...
That is when I became her blogfan... heez... I love to read her blogs... its always so cute and its alwayz written in impressible english..
Till.. I stumbled upon her entry... July 2003...
Then I realized that I actually liked her.. coz... I felt like scolding that guy for leaving her... then... I wished that I could be there.. at that time to comfort her....
I felt a strange sting of jealousy.... I'm not sure why... maybe its because I wished that she could like me too...
That was in October... I didnt had much time to thing it over, while examination and other depressing matters took me over...
Moreover.. at that time I was rather confused as well...
well... it was all the way till Christmas did I pluck up to courage to tell her that somebody actually likes her...
I thought that I could bring it over in a subtle way... but... well... maybe... it wasnt so subtle after all.. hahaz...
I like her...
I love her....
Impossible? Some people might say... but... well.... only one word to tell those people... Ha!
Sometimes she responds... sometimes she just keep quiet... but silence means consent right? yupz...
I love her... =D
I LOVE HER!!
bleahz.. hehez
Okok.. I jus scrolled all the way down coz my parents were staring in my direction... I think I'm in trouble....
haha... so happy... spent so so so much time with her today... just her and me!
Dunno if I should thank Jia Ying and Sarah for pang seh-ing us half-way to KFC...
haha.. i guess so! THANK YOU!!
bleahz...
But most of all.. thank you, you know who you are! =)
Today's Interesting Fact:
1) Mageiricophobia is the intense fear of having to cook.
2) Papaphobia is the fear of Popes.
3) Caligynephobia is a fear of beautiful women.
(pretty dumb fears if you ask me... well.. considering number 3) if you would dump Sarah in that categary... yupz... I have c.a.l.i.g.y.n.e.p.h.o.b.i.a)
I love ya...
I knew I love ya...
I know I love ya....
For healing my heart once again...
Love,
-Kyo-
hehez...
Well.. today went to this women's mental health seminar at York Hotel... yes... its a York Hotel... It doesnt have ANY windows other then those stuck up at the penthouse...
(boring.. yawnz)
Whatever is up with them holding up half the sky?.... Its kinda empty.... full of air... but contains birds though... birds contain bird-brains... lolz!
joking! joking! kidding ok? dont kill me... I love you...
After that.. we went around to munch and chomp on err... I forgot... oh yeah... Long John Silvers... with the totally grumpy and sulky counter personnel..
Then! we walked, and we walked, and we walked..... till we ended up at Border's Coffee Bean.... Haha... We talked about every single thing under stuff under the sun.... From Dominatrix, Lesbian Farms, to... ok.. I guess that could actually occupy us for a couple of hours.. lolz
Then Sarah or Jia Ying popped up this question about "what was your first impression of X" where X is Sarah, Jia Ying, Her or me...
bleahz.. then it came to mine impression of Her to me...
Actually, I didnt have much strong impression of her when I came into the class, coz I was like still heavily involved in some AJ issues...
But.. after that stuff was resolved, I began noticing that there was one particular gal who stood out amidst the others... she is really funny to talk to, and is very smart too! On top of that, she looked really cool as well...
That is when I became her blogfan... heez... I love to read her blogs... its always so cute and its alwayz written in impressible english..
Till.. I stumbled upon her entry... July 2003...
Then I realized that I actually liked her.. coz... I felt like scolding that guy for leaving her... then... I wished that I could be there.. at that time to comfort her....
I felt a strange sting of jealousy.... I'm not sure why... maybe its because I wished that she could like me too...
That was in October... I didnt had much time to thing it over, while examination and other depressing matters took me over...
Moreover.. at that time I was rather confused as well...
well... it was all the way till Christmas did I pluck up to courage to tell her that somebody actually likes her...
I thought that I could bring it over in a subtle way... but... well... maybe... it wasnt so subtle after all.. hahaz...
I like her...
I love her....
Impossible? Some people might say... but... well.... only one word to tell those people... Ha!
Sometimes she responds... sometimes she just keep quiet... but silence means consent right? yupz...
I love her... =D
I LOVE HER!!
bleahz.. hehez
Okok.. I jus scrolled all the way down coz my parents were staring in my direction... I think I'm in trouble....
haha... so happy... spent so so so much time with her today... just her and me!
Dunno if I should thank Jia Ying and Sarah for pang seh-ing us half-way to KFC...
haha.. i guess so! THANK YOU!!
bleahz...
But most of all.. thank you, you know who you are! =)
Today's Interesting Fact:
1) Mageiricophobia is the intense fear of having to cook.
2) Papaphobia is the fear of Popes.
3) Caligynephobia is a fear of beautiful women.
(pretty dumb fears if you ask me... well.. considering number 3) if you would dump Sarah in that categary... yupz... I have c.a.l.i.g.y.n.e.p.h.o.b.i.a)
I love ya...
I knew I love ya...
I know I love ya....
For healing my heart once again...
Love,
-Kyo-
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Silence... I'm hurt...
Worlds apart...
Face to face, yet far apart...
A wish to look through the eyes of another..
I'm... going under...
-Kyo-
Today's Funny Fact:
A British medical journal called The Practitioner has determined that bird watching can be hazardous to one's health. They have officially designated bird watching a hazardous activity, using the example of the death of a bird watcher who became so wrapped up in watching a particular bird that he failed to notice his potentially dangerous surroundings and was eaten by a crocodile.
I'll be waiting...
My heart will never stop beating till the day you stop loving me...
I will always be waiting..
I love you...
Face to face, yet far apart...
A wish to look through the eyes of another..
I'm... going under...
-Kyo-
Today's Funny Fact:
A British medical journal called The Practitioner has determined that bird watching can be hazardous to one's health. They have officially designated bird watching a hazardous activity, using the example of the death of a bird watcher who became so wrapped up in watching a particular bird that he failed to notice his potentially dangerous surroundings and was eaten by a crocodile.
I'll be waiting...
My heart will never stop beating till the day you stop loving me...
I will always be waiting..
I love you...
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
About lesbian farms and dominatrix
I realize...
That our class...
Has a Lesbian Farm and a Dominatrix...
HAHA!!!
Sorry blogfanz for being so moody these few dayz... thanks for morphey, flo, sonia, jawei and sis sharina's support =)
Bleahz... Real great to have friends like these! =D
Ow.. and btw.. Jawei.. your internet rash-inducing campaign seem to have failed... haha.. coz no one is feeling itchy... lolz... =X maybe it has time-delaying effect...
Jia Ying, Flora and May has been trying to grab our class gerz to join their lesbian farm, while Sarah (independent candidate) has been trying to rally support for her dominatrix... bleahz... so where did the guyz go?
Haha... AJ guyz can go nowhere near these institutes as they're privately and wholely own by a gaggle of galz... lolz...
Straight guyz.. well.. good luck...
These few dayz are full of up and downs.. but manage to spend more time with her! neat-o... all her girlfriends seem to be on a swanning spree with her as the central target.... dunno whether she feels hurt or anything... but hope she knows that whatever it is... I'll still be there...
We're moving into phase 2 of DVPA... absolutely contagious... Everybody is doing different posts and loving it.... Bleahz... but I had to volunteer to go first... and thus... I did something similar to a rather fantastic a failure...
Haha... well.. must learn not to be so competitive... or I'll end up even more miserable then I am now... bleahz...
Today's Interesting Fact : The Human brain stops growing once a person reaches 18 (NOOO!!!! bad bad bad... but then again.. who would want such a big head?.. maybe JiaYing.. LOLz! juz kidding....)
What does it take to win a girl's heart?
What does it take to make her lie on your shoulder and listen to your heartbeat...
What does it take to make you mean the whole world to her?
What doe it take to love...
I love you...
I truly do...
- Kyo -
That our class...
Has a Lesbian Farm and a Dominatrix...
HAHA!!!
Sorry blogfanz for being so moody these few dayz... thanks for morphey, flo, sonia, jawei and sis sharina's support =)
Bleahz... Real great to have friends like these! =D
Ow.. and btw.. Jawei.. your internet rash-inducing campaign seem to have failed... haha.. coz no one is feeling itchy... lolz... =X maybe it has time-delaying effect...
Jia Ying, Flora and May has been trying to grab our class gerz to join their lesbian farm, while Sarah (independent candidate) has been trying to rally support for her dominatrix... bleahz... so where did the guyz go?
Haha... AJ guyz can go nowhere near these institutes as they're privately and wholely own by a gaggle of galz... lolz...
Straight guyz.. well.. good luck...
These few dayz are full of up and downs.. but manage to spend more time with her! neat-o... all her girlfriends seem to be on a swanning spree with her as the central target.... dunno whether she feels hurt or anything... but hope she knows that whatever it is... I'll still be there...
We're moving into phase 2 of DVPA... absolutely contagious... Everybody is doing different posts and loving it.... Bleahz... but I had to volunteer to go first... and thus... I did something similar to a rather fantastic a failure...
Haha... well.. must learn not to be so competitive... or I'll end up even more miserable then I am now... bleahz...
Today's Interesting Fact : The Human brain stops growing once a person reaches 18 (NOOO!!!! bad bad bad... but then again.. who would want such a big head?.. maybe JiaYing.. LOLz! juz kidding....)
What does it take to win a girl's heart?
What does it take to make her lie on your shoulder and listen to your heartbeat...
What does it take to make you mean the whole world to her?
What doe it take to love...
I love you...
I truly do...
- Kyo -
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Down again.......
Hahaz... Feeling down again... LoLz...
Depression is setting in again... wondering why....
Questioning my life... wondering why....
Doing my revision... wondering why....
Feeling sad... wondering why....
I'm ultra competitive.
I'm very competitive...
Is it because I cant stand people winning me?
No... I guess not...
Should be because I study so hard and I cant win myself...
I cant win myself... I cant win anybody...
Nothing to show... he's better then me at everything...
Everything that I thought I could be proud of...
Everything that I thought that I deserved...
Everything that I could tell people about...
I've given up a long time ago...
Resigned to suffering in silence...
I'll just look at you being lifted up in glory...
I'll bade you goodbye from below...
As you are swept high up by waves of praise and recognition...
I'll just close my eyes below, and drown...
You're not good you say,
Humbling yourself to be a mere shadow of what you are...
But my eyes can see...
The higher you go, the pressure just increases...
I cant do it... I never could
I chided myself for trying to compete with you...
Why on earth did I try to compete with you in the first place...
I should have known...
I would never have survived it...
I compete to win.
I compete for victory.
Life is not a game.
Life is a story.
As each chapter unfolds,
What can use to hold your head and lift up high,
Will be brought forward to the next chapter...
At the end of the story... How thick can your book get?
I give up. I give in. I wont compete, with you anymore. You win. I lose. I have always lost. I know. I lose...
sigh...
Brother, Friend, Comforter, Role Model, Teacher... Enemy.
Call my blind, call me and idiot...
You will always be that to me...
In life, you will be my
brother
friend
comforter
role model
teacher
But in competition, I have made you my Enemy.
This enemy is not someone that I hold in resentment of.
This enemy is not someone that I long to destroy.
This enemy is not someone that I hate.
Love your enemy? Yes. I love him as a friend.
He is my friend, He is my enemy.
In fact, I wish I could be him...
When I pick up my remains and carry my broken pieces back to my Father...
I'll tell him that I tried to do something.
And I guess, I will still be second to him in eternity.... for eternity...
- Written by Kyo -
To him.
Depression is setting in again... wondering why....
Questioning my life... wondering why....
Doing my revision... wondering why....
Feeling sad... wondering why....
I'm ultra competitive.
I'm very competitive...
Is it because I cant stand people winning me?
No... I guess not...
Should be because I study so hard and I cant win myself...
I cant win myself... I cant win anybody...
Nothing to show... he's better then me at everything...
Everything that I thought I could be proud of...
Everything that I thought that I deserved...
Everything that I could tell people about...
I've given up a long time ago...
Resigned to suffering in silence...
I'll just look at you being lifted up in glory...
I'll bade you goodbye from below...
As you are swept high up by waves of praise and recognition...
I'll just close my eyes below, and drown...
You're not good you say,
Humbling yourself to be a mere shadow of what you are...
But my eyes can see...
The higher you go, the pressure just increases...
I cant do it... I never could
I chided myself for trying to compete with you...
Why on earth did I try to compete with you in the first place...
I should have known...
I would never have survived it...
I compete to win.
I compete for victory.
Life is not a game.
Life is a story.
As each chapter unfolds,
What can use to hold your head and lift up high,
Will be brought forward to the next chapter...
At the end of the story... How thick can your book get?
I give up. I give in. I wont compete, with you anymore. You win. I lose. I have always lost. I know. I lose...
sigh...
Brother, Friend, Comforter, Role Model, Teacher... Enemy.
Call my blind, call me and idiot...
You will always be that to me...
In life, you will be my
brother
friend
comforter
role model
teacher
But in competition, I have made you my Enemy.
This enemy is not someone that I hold in resentment of.
This enemy is not someone that I long to destroy.
This enemy is not someone that I hate.
Love your enemy? Yes. I love him as a friend.
He is my friend, He is my enemy.
In fact, I wish I could be him...
When I pick up my remains and carry my broken pieces back to my Father...
I'll tell him that I tried to do something.
And I guess, I will still be second to him in eternity.... for eternity...
- Written by Kyo -
To him.
Monday, January 17, 2005
I'm 16!! hahaha... yeah rite -_-"
|
You Are 16 Years Old |
|
16 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
Going under.......
Now in News Writing class...
Feeling down.... Feeling moody....
Dont seem to be good at anything... anything at all...
Feeling stupid... Feeling useless...
I'm not the best at anything at all...
Repeat History :
I, didnt get any distinctions last year
I, only got 3 As
I, got a C.
No B+
No C+
Just Bs and Cs for all the rest...
I wonder how long I will last...
Everybody is good at something... I'm good at nothing... nothing at all...
I didnt manage to fufill what I started = I'm a failure
I didnt manage to complete what I started = I'm a failure
I didnt magae to do anything that I can feel proud about = I'm a failure
My self-made report card is stained with red ink...
Everthing is all so disheartening...
I did so badly at DVPA's director's exercise today... I did badly at writing a news article...
I should've gone to biomed.. But again.. I would not have made it inside anyway...
This is what I chose
- NP DMC
- SP DMC
- SP - Biomedical Science
- NP - Biomedical Science
- TP - Biomedical Technologies and Sciences
- RP - Biomedical Sciences
I gave my chances to Mass Communication... I hope I made the right decision..
I took away my chances for Biomed... I hope I made the right decision...
Econs test is up next... let see how much more I can demoralize myself....
Amidst the darkness in life... I'm still glad that I have my class... its still the coolest class in the world, and will alwayz be...
I still love her...
Alwayz will....
Feeling down.... Feeling moody....
Dont seem to be good at anything... anything at all...
Feeling stupid... Feeling useless...
I'm not the best at anything at all...
Repeat History :
I, didnt get any distinctions last year
I, only got 3 As
I, got a C.
No B+
No C+
Just Bs and Cs for all the rest...
I wonder how long I will last...
Everybody is good at something... I'm good at nothing... nothing at all...
I didnt manage to fufill what I started = I'm a failure
I didnt manage to complete what I started = I'm a failure
I didnt magae to do anything that I can feel proud about = I'm a failure
My self-made report card is stained with red ink...
Everthing is all so disheartening...
I did so badly at DVPA's director's exercise today... I did badly at writing a news article...
I should've gone to biomed.. But again.. I would not have made it inside anyway...
This is what I chose
- NP DMC
- SP DMC
- SP - Biomedical Science
- NP - Biomedical Science
- TP - Biomedical Technologies and Sciences
- RP - Biomedical Sciences
I gave my chances to Mass Communication... I hope I made the right decision..
I took away my chances for Biomed... I hope I made the right decision...
Econs test is up next... let see how much more I can demoralize myself....
Amidst the darkness in life... I'm still glad that I have my class... its still the coolest class in the world, and will alwayz be...
I still love her...
Alwayz will....
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Saturday, January 15, 2005
MytHs!! BLeAhz.. HopE yoU are EnliGhtEned !
YoZ BlogFanZ! Cant really blog about today coz I need to study for econs and I'll be out for quite some time.... so I'll blog now first!
This is another excerpt from the mini-book I wrote from my friend:
Beauty Myths
Myth No. 1
Soap is bad for the skin:
Answer - Depends
You must understand the type of soap that the body uses first.
1) Facial Soap - Should be the mildest and contain the highest moisturizer as stronger soap can damage your skin and in some cases worsen the acne situation
2) Body Soap - Should generally be efficient enough to cleanse the grease and dirt from a long day of sport. The back area however, in certain instances, require formulated soap as they are very prone to being plagued with acne.
Remember, clean skin is always better then dirty skin.
Myth No. 2
Antiperspirants can cause cancer:
Answer - NO
This theory is caused by some faked round the internet and has NO scientific evidence nor proof that it has ever caused cancer.
In fact, antiperspirants apart from making you smell good and feel good, it can also inhibit the growth of bacteria around the areas used.
Myth No. 3
Drinking water leads to beautiful skin:
Answer - No scientific evidence
While drinking water is necessary for our body, too much will only result in bloating and many toilet trips. Drinking water helps to cleanse the insides of the body to a certain extent however, and your usual 7 glasses of water will greatly aid your health.
Myth No. 4
Split ends can be repaired:
Answer - No
The only way to rid of split ends is to cut them off and prevent them in the future with good hair care.
Myth No. 5
Shaving your legs will make your hair grow in thicker:
Answer - No (Yaaay!)
You have as many hairs as is genetically determined, regardless of whether you shave them. The only reason why you feel as though you have grown more hair is because your skin isnt used to it.
Myth No. 6
Dry skin causes wrinkles:
Answer - Not really
Most of the wrinkles that human have is due to over-exposure to heat and sun
Myth No. 7
You can wash away acne and pimples:
Answer - In your dreams
Washing too much or scrubbing the pimples WILL ONLY aggrevate the condition and lead to even more outbreaks. In addition, scrubbing the pimples can cause scars which may last for a long time.
Myth No. 8
The sun clears up blemishes:
Answer - Not really
While the sun dries out pimples temporarily, it interferes with healthy skin cells. This can cause a worse breakout a couple days after sun exposure.
Myth No. 9
Stick to one brand and line of products:
Answer - Nah
This beauty myth was probably put out by cosmetic manufacturers who want to keep customers loyal to their brand.
Myth No. 10
You don't need to use sunscreen on a cloudy day:
Answer - Wrong
The sun's UV rays penetrate clouds and can still damage your skin. However, do not overdo it and put concentrated sunscreen all the time. Many sports sunscreen are for constant exposure purposes; if you are not in the sun all the time, you may cause your pores to be clogged instead.
Use a light SPF 6-20 moisturizer or sunscreen
Btw. Sunscreen and sunblock IS the same
Myth No. 11
Naturally made beauty products are non-allergenic:
Answer - Wrong
Whether it's a natural or chemical ingredient, if your allergic to it, you'll see a reaction.
Myth No. 12
Chocolate and greasy foods cause acne:
Answer - 99.99% wrong
No one food has been proven to cause breakouts. If you find a correlation, which is pretty rare, quit eating that particular food. However, sweet and greasy food is bad for your health, and there IS a direct correlation between your body health and your skin health.
Myth No. 13
You can shrink the pores on your face:
Answer - No (awww.. did I hear a groan at the back?)
Your pore size is genetically determined. Pores may appear larger by bacteria and dead skin cells. Retin-A and alpha hydroxys are designed to break up these materials and bring the pores back to their original appearance.
Copyright (C) - Written by Kyo
OKiez... I'll stop at here before I fail my econs test due to blogging.. haha
I love ya gal...
I always do, I always will
Today's Interesting Fact : Penguins can jump as high as 6 feet in the air. (JW!! haha... you can be high jumper liaw... I only can jump 4 feet at the very very most... LoLz)
This is another excerpt from the mini-book I wrote from my friend:
Beauty Myths
Myth No. 1
Soap is bad for the skin:
Answer - Depends
You must understand the type of soap that the body uses first.
1) Facial Soap - Should be the mildest and contain the highest moisturizer as stronger soap can damage your skin and in some cases worsen the acne situation
2) Body Soap - Should generally be efficient enough to cleanse the grease and dirt from a long day of sport. The back area however, in certain instances, require formulated soap as they are very prone to being plagued with acne.
Remember, clean skin is always better then dirty skin.
Myth No. 2
Antiperspirants can cause cancer:
Answer - NO
This theory is caused by some faked round the internet and has NO scientific evidence nor proof that it has ever caused cancer.
In fact, antiperspirants apart from making you smell good and feel good, it can also inhibit the growth of bacteria around the areas used.
Myth No. 3
Drinking water leads to beautiful skin:
Answer - No scientific evidence
While drinking water is necessary for our body, too much will only result in bloating and many toilet trips. Drinking water helps to cleanse the insides of the body to a certain extent however, and your usual 7 glasses of water will greatly aid your health.
Myth No. 4
Split ends can be repaired:
Answer - No
The only way to rid of split ends is to cut them off and prevent them in the future with good hair care.
Myth No. 5
Shaving your legs will make your hair grow in thicker:
Answer - No (Yaaay!)
You have as many hairs as is genetically determined, regardless of whether you shave them. The only reason why you feel as though you have grown more hair is because your skin isnt used to it.
Myth No. 6
Dry skin causes wrinkles:
Answer - Not really
Most of the wrinkles that human have is due to over-exposure to heat and sun
Myth No. 7
You can wash away acne and pimples:
Answer - In your dreams
Washing too much or scrubbing the pimples WILL ONLY aggrevate the condition and lead to even more outbreaks. In addition, scrubbing the pimples can cause scars which may last for a long time.
Myth No. 8
The sun clears up blemishes:
Answer - Not really
While the sun dries out pimples temporarily, it interferes with healthy skin cells. This can cause a worse breakout a couple days after sun exposure.
Myth No. 9
Stick to one brand and line of products:
Answer - Nah
This beauty myth was probably put out by cosmetic manufacturers who want to keep customers loyal to their brand.
Myth No. 10
You don't need to use sunscreen on a cloudy day:
Answer - Wrong
The sun's UV rays penetrate clouds and can still damage your skin. However, do not overdo it and put concentrated sunscreen all the time. Many sports sunscreen are for constant exposure purposes; if you are not in the sun all the time, you may cause your pores to be clogged instead.
Use a light SPF 6-20 moisturizer or sunscreen
Btw. Sunscreen and sunblock IS the same
Myth No. 11
Naturally made beauty products are non-allergenic:
Answer - Wrong
Whether it's a natural or chemical ingredient, if your allergic to it, you'll see a reaction.
Myth No. 12
Chocolate and greasy foods cause acne:
Answer - 99.99% wrong
No one food has been proven to cause breakouts. If you find a correlation, which is pretty rare, quit eating that particular food. However, sweet and greasy food is bad for your health, and there IS a direct correlation between your body health and your skin health.
Myth No. 13
You can shrink the pores on your face:
Answer - No (awww.. did I hear a groan at the back?)
Your pore size is genetically determined. Pores may appear larger by bacteria and dead skin cells. Retin-A and alpha hydroxys are designed to break up these materials and bring the pores back to their original appearance.
Copyright (C) - Written by Kyo
OKiez... I'll stop at here before I fail my econs test due to blogging.. haha
I love ya gal...
I always do, I always will
Today's Interesting Fact : Penguins can jump as high as 6 feet in the air. (JW!! haha... you can be high jumper liaw... I only can jump 4 feet at the very very most... LoLz)
Friday, January 14, 2005
AnOTheR CoOL daY!!
1 more month to the day! Its exactly 31 more days... =P
Today is a strange day... haha... =P
It may seem normal to most of the people in the class... but it felt like one of the best days of my life... haha!
I guess it must be the IVP class today at the Japanese Cultural Room... all the tatami mats and strange artifacts...
We were supposed to do a mind map... and I was like... nagging my group and bugging them... telling them to quickly think and do the stuff.... and then it happened...
wee~!!
She said,"... I have trust in him...".
A least a million thoughts raced through my mind... 99.99% of them telling me that its the tatami mats that is influencing my thoughts...
Till Jia Ying confirmed it.... =D
I was paralyzed... I didnt know what to say and my whole face was feeling damm hot... haha... in case you're thinking that it is a bad sign... go and boil your head you old fish...
My mind was in a whirl for at least 30 seconds... and it seemed that I was dreaming... REALLY!! I thought that I was dreaming... thanks to that tsunami of thoughts... my whole reality seemed to be like a dream...
I dunno what that means... but I'm sure that that statement isnt anything negetive nor neutral... its quite positive!!!!! (haha... I bet you dont even get what I'm talking about..)
Then we went to K-Box (yes.. AGAIN!) in the afternoon... And the class saboed She and I to sing together first... I was so nervous I couldnt sing really properly.... I guessed I must have made a fool of myself in front of her... sigh..
and compared to sabby, sharina, jawei and her... my voice is... totally downright bad...
But at least I know the songs that she sings!
Oh yeah... so I realized today that my class alone can sing EVERY SINGLE SONG UNDER THE FACE OF THIS EARTH! no joke.. look below
1) Sarah
- THE Disney's wondergal and bourne diva, she can sing any ballads without even flinching, and you wont even know the difference...
2) Sabby
- Affectionately known as Mariah Sabby or Sabby Carey, her vocal power and breathe can give you the goosebumps... She is on the road to become SP's Diva! And with a bit (or does she even need it) of luck, she can even be Singapore's next Idol!
3)Sharina
- Affectionately known as our class's Britney or maybe Lindsay or Avril, her powerful voice and cool dance steps is sure to be a hit! No joke! Energetic and completely out of control, she can equal Britney anyday!
4) Jawei
- Our class's M2M, Aqua and Spice Girl. Her absolutely unique voice packs a punch! You will never ever believe it till you hear it with your own ears! Her oh-so-cute voice is to die for! Also another hyper kiddo, she's on the way to become Singapore's first home-grown S Club gal!
5) Aizat
- Laaaaaaaa!!! The Paravarotti of the class, this guy, who prefers shouting to singing basically, can imitate ANY opera singer in the world! Word for word, note for note and sound for sound.... He'll make people like Nelson Kway and Dick Lee crawl under their legs... lolz
6) Ryan
- God knows what he's singing most of the time, but when he actually does, he'll make Aerosmith do bunny hops round the SP sports hall... He's really raspy and low voice is something that very few guys has... And to top it off, he's rich too! haha.. jk
7) Sonia
- This gal makes a rare appearance only at the end of the karaoke session.. Then you realize that she's bluffing you... She always assumes an appearance that is half tone deaf or maybe just shy... HOWEVER, when she actually sings.... you'll be like OMG.... YOU COULD SING SO WELL ALL ALONG AND YOU JUST SET THERE? oh yeah... but her voice is still rather soft... volume up gal!
8) Timothy
- The potential techno DJ... His monotone voice contrary to what a it would do, would make you stare ahead blankly... haha... No lah.. jus kidding... But frankly, his voice is suited to do those techno remixes with only one voice and it just hits one note... haha... emotion up boy!
9) May =)
- The universal song encyclopedia, its hard to find out what songs doesnt she know! On top of having a good voice, she has a really really cool personality too! She doesnt really jump up and down like the rest of the gang, but helps out in every way she can... Haha... if I continue writing, I'll write about a hundred more lines.. so I'll stop here...
10) Jia Ying
- The CHINESE song encylopedia... She can actually read fan ti zhi without much problem (memorize wan rite!!)... *envy..
11) Jason
- The emotional and constantly happy singer... Though he usually specializes in singing chinese songs, he knows alot of english songs too! He has a really cool fashion sense, and he livens up the mood of every occassion!
12) Me
- Nothing much to say... Worse then everyone thats was mentioned above, lousy singer, lousy dancer.... bleahz... usually found at the side munching on the extra super expensive $5 per small size bowl tit bit... and occasionally peeking at the side at that someone... =P
haha.. so this is my class!! Now TELL ME WHAT SONG CANT WE SING? lolz... I'll pay you half a million blog dollars if you can find....
if not!
Be content that my class is better then yours!
My class is cooler then yours!
My class is funker then yours!
MY CLASS ROCKS!!! YEah~~!! haha...
Ciaoz~ signing off...
(going ta revise econs..... bleahz~ she's at her granny's anywayz =P)
wait.. hmm... I still wonder what I should get her......... 31 days and counting down!!
I heard your voice, and I smiled...
Girl you could bring out the sunshine and the smile...
From the darkest depths and the loneliest prison
You could reach out and restore my heart again...
Restore my heart again..
Written by Kyo
~for Her
Today's Interesting Fact : Millie the White House dog earned more than 4 times as much as Pres. Bush in 99. (well, that only goes to show that bitches are well loved - even in the whitehouse, another example would be Monica)
Today is a strange day... haha... =P
It may seem normal to most of the people in the class... but it felt like one of the best days of my life... haha!
I guess it must be the IVP class today at the Japanese Cultural Room... all the tatami mats and strange artifacts...
We were supposed to do a mind map... and I was like... nagging my group and bugging them... telling them to quickly think and do the stuff.... and then it happened...
wee~!!
She said,"... I have trust in him...".
A least a million thoughts raced through my mind... 99.99% of them telling me that its the tatami mats that is influencing my thoughts...
Till Jia Ying confirmed it.... =D
I was paralyzed... I didnt know what to say and my whole face was feeling damm hot... haha... in case you're thinking that it is a bad sign... go and boil your head you old fish...
My mind was in a whirl for at least 30 seconds... and it seemed that I was dreaming... REALLY!! I thought that I was dreaming... thanks to that tsunami of thoughts... my whole reality seemed to be like a dream...
I dunno what that means... but I'm sure that that statement isnt anything negetive nor neutral... its quite positive!!!!! (haha... I bet you dont even get what I'm talking about..)
Then we went to K-Box (yes.. AGAIN!) in the afternoon... And the class saboed She and I to sing together first... I was so nervous I couldnt sing really properly.... I guessed I must have made a fool of myself in front of her... sigh..
and compared to sabby, sharina, jawei and her... my voice is... totally downright bad...
But at least I know the songs that she sings!
Oh yeah... so I realized today that my class alone can sing EVERY SINGLE SONG UNDER THE FACE OF THIS EARTH! no joke.. look below
1) Sarah
- THE Disney's wondergal and bourne diva, she can sing any ballads without even flinching, and you wont even know the difference...
2) Sabby
- Affectionately known as Mariah Sabby or Sabby Carey, her vocal power and breathe can give you the goosebumps... She is on the road to become SP's Diva! And with a bit (or does she even need it) of luck, she can even be Singapore's next Idol!
3)Sharina
- Affectionately known as our class's Britney or maybe Lindsay or Avril, her powerful voice and cool dance steps is sure to be a hit! No joke! Energetic and completely out of control, she can equal Britney anyday!
4) Jawei
- Our class's M2M, Aqua and Spice Girl. Her absolutely unique voice packs a punch! You will never ever believe it till you hear it with your own ears! Her oh-so-cute voice is to die for! Also another hyper kiddo, she's on the way to become Singapore's first home-grown S Club gal!
5) Aizat
- Laaaaaaaa!!! The Paravarotti of the class, this guy, who prefers shouting to singing basically, can imitate ANY opera singer in the world! Word for word, note for note and sound for sound.... He'll make people like Nelson Kway and Dick Lee crawl under their legs... lolz
6) Ryan
- God knows what he's singing most of the time, but when he actually does, he'll make Aerosmith do bunny hops round the SP sports hall... He's really raspy and low voice is something that very few guys has... And to top it off, he's rich too! haha.. jk
7) Sonia
- This gal makes a rare appearance only at the end of the karaoke session.. Then you realize that she's bluffing you... She always assumes an appearance that is half tone deaf or maybe just shy... HOWEVER, when she actually sings.... you'll be like OMG.... YOU COULD SING SO WELL ALL ALONG AND YOU JUST SET THERE? oh yeah... but her voice is still rather soft... volume up gal!
8) Timothy
- The potential techno DJ... His monotone voice contrary to what a it would do, would make you stare ahead blankly... haha... No lah.. jus kidding... But frankly, his voice is suited to do those techno remixes with only one voice and it just hits one note... haha... emotion up boy!
9) May =)
- The universal song encyclopedia, its hard to find out what songs doesnt she know! On top of having a good voice, she has a really really cool personality too! She doesnt really jump up and down like the rest of the gang, but helps out in every way she can... Haha... if I continue writing, I'll write about a hundred more lines.. so I'll stop here...
10) Jia Ying
- The CHINESE song encylopedia... She can actually read fan ti zhi without much problem (memorize wan rite!!)... *envy..
11) Jason
- The emotional and constantly happy singer... Though he usually specializes in singing chinese songs, he knows alot of english songs too! He has a really cool fashion sense, and he livens up the mood of every occassion!
12) Me
- Nothing much to say... Worse then everyone thats was mentioned above, lousy singer, lousy dancer.... bleahz... usually found at the side munching on the extra super expensive $5 per small size bowl tit bit... and occasionally peeking at the side at that someone... =P
haha.. so this is my class!! Now TELL ME WHAT SONG CANT WE SING? lolz... I'll pay you half a million blog dollars if you can find....
if not!
Be content that my class is better then yours!
My class is cooler then yours!
My class is funker then yours!
MY CLASS ROCKS!!! YEah~~!! haha...
Ciaoz~ signing off...
(going ta revise econs..... bleahz~ she's at her granny's anywayz =P)
wait.. hmm... I still wonder what I should get her......... 31 days and counting down!!
I heard your voice, and I smiled...
Girl you could bring out the sunshine and the smile...
From the darkest depths and the loneliest prison
You could reach out and restore my heart again...
Restore my heart again..
Written by Kyo
~for Her
Today's Interesting Fact : Millie the White House dog earned more than 4 times as much as Pres. Bush in 99. (well, that only goes to show that bitches are well loved - even in the whitehouse, another example would be Monica)
Thursday, January 13, 2005
If I LeT YoU Go.....
Today is fun day! haha... I woke up at 7:00, and went back to sleep... woke up at 8:00, and went back to sleep... woke up at 9:00, then I started to panic.. haha...
I'm such a lazy bummer... lolz...
Lecture, lectures and more lecturers... Thursday by right, should be the most boring day of the weeeek... I tried to stay awake during IPRA lecture, but I JUST COULDNT!! It was so darn boring.. haha... I hate to sleep. No. Seriously. I hate to sleep... but IPRA is jus a lullaby lecture! =P
We went to K-Box after school today =)
lolz... We actually wanted to watch "Seeds of Chucky"... but she didnt want to watch... so I decided not to watch, and I guess, soon after, everybody decided to go to K-Box.. haha...
My voice was like totally crapped out today.. dunno why... must be because of IPRA... Managed to sing a few songs, but couldnt really hit the high notes... I managed to sing some of my favourite songs... F.I.R - Lydia, Xiao Gang - Huang Hun, Trademark - Only Love, Ah Du - Tian Hei and many others...
But one particular song really reflected my mind... and that was Westlife's - If I Let You Go... While I sang it.. I couldn help but think of her... sigh...
Sabby suddenly cried while we were singing... It was her boyfriend... She.. and him... I guess broke up... or something like dat... Haiz... Really felt sad for her...
K... got ta go now... the song is down below! Read it and try and see what I meant.. =)
Today's Interesting Fact : Eskimos use fridge to stop their food from freezing! (And I suppose those living in the sahara use the microwave to cool down their food?.. lolz...)
I'm such a lazy bummer... lolz...
Lecture, lectures and more lecturers... Thursday by right, should be the most boring day of the weeeek... I tried to stay awake during IPRA lecture, but I JUST COULDNT!! It was so darn boring.. haha... I hate to sleep. No. Seriously. I hate to sleep... but IPRA is jus a lullaby lecture! =P
We went to K-Box after school today =)
lolz... We actually wanted to watch "Seeds of Chucky"... but she didnt want to watch... so I decided not to watch, and I guess, soon after, everybody decided to go to K-Box.. haha...
My voice was like totally crapped out today.. dunno why... must be because of IPRA... Managed to sing a few songs, but couldnt really hit the high notes... I managed to sing some of my favourite songs... F.I.R - Lydia, Xiao Gang - Huang Hun, Trademark - Only Love, Ah Du - Tian Hei and many others...
But one particular song really reflected my mind... and that was Westlife's - If I Let You Go... While I sang it.. I couldn help but think of her... sigh...
Sabby suddenly cried while we were singing... It was her boyfriend... She.. and him... I guess broke up... or something like dat... Haiz... Really felt sad for her...
K... got ta go now... the song is down below! Read it and try and see what I meant.. =)
Today's Interesting Fact : Eskimos use fridge to stop their food from freezing! (And I suppose those living in the sahara use the microwave to cool down their food?.. lolz...)
If I Let You Go
Day after day, time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows; I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show, to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
(Chorus:)
But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me?
Oh, yeah
How will I know
If I let you go?
Night after night, I hear myself say
"Why can't this feeling just fade away?"
There's no one like you; you speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I got to choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
(Repeat chorus)
If I let you go
Ooh, baby
Oh, oh
Once again, I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
(Repeat chorus twice)
- From Kyo, to Her....
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows; I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show, to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
(Chorus:)
But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me?
Oh, yeah
How will I know
If I let you go?
Night after night, I hear myself say
"Why can't this feeling just fade away?"
There's no one like you; you speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I got to choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
(Repeat chorus)
If I let you go
Ooh, baby
Oh, oh
Once again, I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
(Repeat chorus twice)
- From Kyo, to Her....
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
My NuMbEr?
| You Are the Individualist |
You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. |
What number are you?
omg... haha.. i dunno... but this is hyper accurate lor... hmm.. scary siah...
Kyo's Tips for ZiT FreE sKin!
Haha! Today's entry is gonna be on skin care tips! =P
Over the years, after compiling many brochures, tip books and stuff, I've came up with the summary of the best (I think) and most comprehensive treatment and prevention for zIts!
This was written for my fren last year... so I'll post it on my blog again.. lolz
--------
Pimples, blemishes and acne are the most universal skin care complaints and can be a huge source of embarrassment.
Treatment of pimples is somewhat tricky. While there's no quick cure for those unsightly blemishes, putting a stop to major breakouts will greatly reduce your discomfort and chance of scarring. However, if you have any other suggestions, do feel free to drop me an email!
Pimple Preventive Sutra
Rule 1:
Keep your face clean and don't overscrub it.
Why? This will only irritate your skin and make you more prone to breakouts.
How? Wash your face twice a day with antibacterial soap, three times a day for acne prone skin. No more, no less.
Rule 2:
Keep the stuff you keep in contact with your face (eg. , washcloths, towels, make-up brushes, HANDS.) minimized and clean frequently.
Why? Bacteria on these stuff frequently irritate your skin, and irritation causes breakouts and encourages pimples.
How? Wash your pillowcases (etc.) and clean your brushes and applicators with mild antibacterial often. Trim hair or pin up hair that usually cover and irritate your face.
Rule 3:
Avoid heavy makeup as much as possible and wash all traces of makeup before going to bed.
Why? Some make up dry up your skin and clog your pores, in addition, make up plays their part in irritating the skin as well.
How? Use cold cream, makeup removing oil and then wash your face with a mild facial soap. Apply a light moisturiser after this.
Rule 4:
Most correlation of diet to blemishes is a myth. There is absolutely no prrof that greasy food, sugary food or colored food will contribute to your blemishes or pimples. However, if your health deteriorates due to the food you consume, you skin will have a reduced ability to regenerate. Spicy food, on the other hand, contributes greatly to metabolism, and can cause the body to produce more sweat and oil, thus, it can be said to be a factor.
Why? (look up)
How? Try and eat less spicy food, and keep a healthy and balanced diet
Rule 5:
Keep your anxiety and stress down!
Why? Stress and anxiety has been scientifically proven to cause breakouts and pimples. Most outbreaks amongst teens has been attributed to stress level.
How? Take some time out of your study and look out of the window and feel the breeze. Wash your face with warm water and put on a relaxing mask for half an hour or so.
Rule 6:
Get your beauty rest!
Why? Your skin regenerates the fastest when you're sleeping. The body also uses sleep as a time to purge poison from the body and cleanse the physical body as a whole.
How? Sleep lah! duh...
STOP THOSE ZITS! if not.. Juz Kill It...
Acne prone people are still going to experience pimples and blemishes, even after the best skin care routine. After they appear, knowing how to get rid of them quickly and sensibly reduces your chance of scarring.
Use the preventive maintenance above, along with some pimple drying techniques to shorten the life of your blemishes and breakouts.
If your skin is oily, use an over the counter cleanser that contains salicylic acid or benzoyl peroxide to start the drying process. If you're experiencing one of those painful "under the skin, cystic" pimples, put a warm compress on it to drain it first, then dry it up with benzoyl peroxide. Sometimes putting a small piece of tape on your blemish overnight will help draw out the fluid and infection.
Another overnight home remedy for zapping a zit is to put a dab of toothpaste on it to help dry it out. You may need to test this on a short-term basis to make sure it doesn't irritate your pimple. Calamine lotion will have the same drying effect.
It's not recommended to squeeze a pimple, but the jury is still out. While doing this makes you more prone to scarring and skin discolorations, sometimes it's the only way to drain it. If you're at the point where you feel the need to squeeze, consult your dermatologist for treatment.
If blemishes persist, scarring needs to be prevented and there are many useful products to put a stop to recurring acne and pimples. If your blemish is gone and you have some discoloration but no scar, don't fret. Chances are, it will fade with time.
Reduce those SpoTs and BleMishEs!
Quick-fixes to reduce the appearance and redness of your pimples can get you through the day. To lessen the swelling, some people swear that hemorrhoid (I think this is the spelling) cream will do the trick overnight. Or, try putting an ice cube on the spot for a couple of minutes before applying your make-up in the morning.
To get rid of the redness, use eye drops specifically made to reduce the redness in your eyes, (like Visene.) Give it some time so work and cover your blemish with a concealer stick and a dab of pressed powder.
If your attending an important event such as a prom night, your dermatologist can give you a cortisone injection 24 hours before the event to quick-start the healing process.
What aBouT thOse ZiTs oN dA bAck?
While all of the above home remedies are affective for pimples, there's no doubt, the back is difficult to treat without some help. Invest in a good back-scrubber to get to the areas you can't reach in the shower and always use clean towels.
Ask for some help to apply some astringent (careful though, if you have a wound, its bound to hurt) to your back with cotton balls after every bath and shower. Keep your bed sheets and mattress pad clean. If you have discoloration but no scars, these will probably fade as time passes.
Lolz.. This entry is one of the longest I've ever written.... Hope ya all will enjoy it... This is my entry for today! lolz.... TAke ya time to read it... I can guarentee comprehensiveness... and I'll try to answer all ya questions if you ask! =)
Today's Funny Fact: A Duck's quack doesnt echo... No one on earth knows why. Even scientists! (haha... quack quack.. quack quack.. )
Over the years, after compiling many brochures, tip books and stuff, I've came up with the summary of the best (I think) and most comprehensive treatment and prevention for zIts!
This was written for my fren last year... so I'll post it on my blog again.. lolz
--------
Pimples, blemishes and acne are the most universal skin care complaints and can be a huge source of embarrassment.
Treatment of pimples is somewhat tricky. While there's no quick cure for those unsightly blemishes, putting a stop to major breakouts will greatly reduce your discomfort and chance of scarring. However, if you have any other suggestions, do feel free to drop me an email!
Pimple Preventive Sutra
Rule 1:
Keep your face clean and don't overscrub it.
Why? This will only irritate your skin and make you more prone to breakouts.
How? Wash your face twice a day with antibacterial soap, three times a day for acne prone skin. No more, no less.
Rule 2:
Keep the stuff you keep in contact with your face (eg. , washcloths, towels, make-up brushes, HANDS.) minimized and clean frequently.
Why? Bacteria on these stuff frequently irritate your skin, and irritation causes breakouts and encourages pimples.
How? Wash your pillowcases (etc.) and clean your brushes and applicators with mild antibacterial often. Trim hair or pin up hair that usually cover and irritate your face.
Rule 3:
Avoid heavy makeup as much as possible and wash all traces of makeup before going to bed.
Why? Some make up dry up your skin and clog your pores, in addition, make up plays their part in irritating the skin as well.
How? Use cold cream, makeup removing oil and then wash your face with a mild facial soap. Apply a light moisturiser after this.
Rule 4:
Most correlation of diet to blemishes is a myth. There is absolutely no prrof that greasy food, sugary food or colored food will contribute to your blemishes or pimples. However, if your health deteriorates due to the food you consume, you skin will have a reduced ability to regenerate. Spicy food, on the other hand, contributes greatly to metabolism, and can cause the body to produce more sweat and oil, thus, it can be said to be a factor.
Why? (look up)
How? Try and eat less spicy food, and keep a healthy and balanced diet
Rule 5:
Keep your anxiety and stress down!
Why? Stress and anxiety has been scientifically proven to cause breakouts and pimples. Most outbreaks amongst teens has been attributed to stress level.
How? Take some time out of your study and look out of the window and feel the breeze. Wash your face with warm water and put on a relaxing mask for half an hour or so.
Rule 6:
Get your beauty rest!
Why? Your skin regenerates the fastest when you're sleeping. The body also uses sleep as a time to purge poison from the body and cleanse the physical body as a whole.
How? Sleep lah! duh...
STOP THOSE ZITS! if not.. Juz Kill It...
Acne prone people are still going to experience pimples and blemishes, even after the best skin care routine. After they appear, knowing how to get rid of them quickly and sensibly reduces your chance of scarring.
Use the preventive maintenance above, along with some pimple drying techniques to shorten the life of your blemishes and breakouts.
If your skin is oily, use an over the counter cleanser that contains salicylic acid or benzoyl peroxide to start the drying process. If you're experiencing one of those painful "under the skin, cystic" pimples, put a warm compress on it to drain it first, then dry it up with benzoyl peroxide. Sometimes putting a small piece of tape on your blemish overnight will help draw out the fluid and infection.
Another overnight home remedy for zapping a zit is to put a dab of toothpaste on it to help dry it out. You may need to test this on a short-term basis to make sure it doesn't irritate your pimple. Calamine lotion will have the same drying effect.
It's not recommended to squeeze a pimple, but the jury is still out. While doing this makes you more prone to scarring and skin discolorations, sometimes it's the only way to drain it. If you're at the point where you feel the need to squeeze, consult your dermatologist for treatment.
If blemishes persist, scarring needs to be prevented and there are many useful products to put a stop to recurring acne and pimples. If your blemish is gone and you have some discoloration but no scar, don't fret. Chances are, it will fade with time.
Reduce those SpoTs and BleMishEs!
Quick-fixes to reduce the appearance and redness of your pimples can get you through the day. To lessen the swelling, some people swear that hemorrhoid (I think this is the spelling) cream will do the trick overnight. Or, try putting an ice cube on the spot for a couple of minutes before applying your make-up in the morning.
To get rid of the redness, use eye drops specifically made to reduce the redness in your eyes, (like Visene.) Give it some time so work and cover your blemish with a concealer stick and a dab of pressed powder.
If your attending an important event such as a prom night, your dermatologist can give you a cortisone injection 24 hours before the event to quick-start the healing process.
What aBouT thOse ZiTs oN dA bAck?
While all of the above home remedies are affective for pimples, there's no doubt, the back is difficult to treat without some help. Invest in a good back-scrubber to get to the areas you can't reach in the shower and always use clean towels.
Ask for some help to apply some astringent (careful though, if you have a wound, its bound to hurt) to your back with cotton balls after every bath and shower. Keep your bed sheets and mattress pad clean. If you have discoloration but no scars, these will probably fade as time passes.
Lolz.. This entry is one of the longest I've ever written.... Hope ya all will enjoy it... This is my entry for today! lolz.... TAke ya time to read it... I can guarentee comprehensiveness... and I'll try to answer all ya questions if you ask! =)
Today's Funny Fact: A Duck's quack doesnt echo... No one on earth knows why. Even scientists! (haha... quack quack.. quack quack.. )
You asked me if I liked you, I said no.
You asked me if you were pretty, I said no.
You asked me if you were in my heart, I said no
You asked me if I would u cry if you walked away, I said no.
So you walked away.. I grabbed your arm and said...
I dont like u, I love u...
You are not pretty, you are beautiful...
You are not in my heart, you are my heart...
And i wouldn't cry if u walked away, i would die...
Love you love you love you LOVE YOU =P
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
AbouT hAmsTers aNd CuRrY!
Yaay.. today's a happy happy day.. lolz
Erpz... oh yah.. yesterday.. after I wrote my bloggy, my mum brought back some curry... it was no normal curry... It was THE curry... haha... It was the hottest curry that I have EVER eaten in my entire life and THAT is a very very big complement... Because I have eaten almost every curry on the face of this earth, being a big chilli fan... and this is the hottest I'VE EATEN!!
this isnt the real picture, but it looked something like that... innocent and totally harmless...
Erpz... oh yah.. yesterday.. after I wrote my bloggy, my mum brought back some curry... it was no normal curry... It was THE curry... haha... It was the hottest curry that I have EVER eaten in my entire life and THAT is a very very big complement... Because I have eaten almost every curry on the face of this earth, being a big chilli fan... and this is the hottest I'VE EATEN!!
this isnt the real picture, but it looked something like that... innocent and totally harmless...
Today in school, I noticed (thanks to sis Sonia!) that Sharina was suffering from a strange disease... it was the "Farnilotitist"... anybody who caught that disease would not be able to stop him or herself from saying "so farrrnnii..." or "Farni!" haha....
AnYwayz... Yesterday, my long lost classmate Jonathan returned also.. haha... he actually was hospitalized for 4 weeks, and he suddenly returned and shocked the hell out of everyone of us.. haha.. this is Jonathan... the adorable cute...
Jonathan! haha.. he loooves hamsters...
BLeAhz.. haha...
Sigh... been so long since I wrote about her... recently I didnt write anything concerning her because one of my close friend told me that it wasnt appropriate for me to write such stuff...
My hope has never diminished... and everytime she smiles, my heart still leaps a hundred miles up.. haha.. sounds funny right.. but its true... lolz... sometimes I dont dare look up because I'm blushing like crazy.. =P
Wonder what she's doing now... hope she feels the same... hahaz....
Today's Interesting Fact : 75% of all lipsticks manufactured contain fish scales..
(yUckS!! haha.. luckily I hate lipstick... )
Monday, January 10, 2005
To all those I've offended accidentally.. I'm sorry....
Am I self centered?... I dont know.. I really dont know....
Today, a person who is very close to me told me that sometimes, I'm quite self centered... Is that true?... It kind of came to me as a huge shockwave, because in my entire life, nobody called me self centered before...
What did I do wrong... haiz...
Is saying that another person is smart self centered? Is feeling stupid and useless self centered?... Is putting your friends above yourself self centered?... I bought that person some potatoe wedges to eat because I was hungry and I thought he would hungry... but in the end, it got eaten up by people because I waited for that person too long...
I know that sometimes, I can unknowingly seek attention, because since young, I've been diagnosed as a ADD kid...
I wanted to cry.. but I couldnt cry... I just put on a brave smile and swallowed... guess I must have hurt really hurt that person's feeling that that person would say this... But... I just dont know what I did wrong...
I wish I didnt suffer from hyperactivity... but its something that has always been in me... maybe sometimes I do irritate people because of my this... but I didnt think that it was so serious...
haiz...
Today, I started the 12 day fast by Campus Crusade... I tried eating vegetarian stuff... But it just didnt work out... So I'll just do the one meal fast from tomorrow onwards... Within this 12 day period... it'll be lunch off the menu...
I dont really have much mood to write anymore... I keep thinking over the incident today...
sobz.... really feel like crying...
am I such a bad friend?... sigh...
Today's Interesting Fact : Did you know that chocolate kills dogs? Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system. A few ounces is enough to kill a small sized dog...
(.. no mood to comment..)
Today, a person who is very close to me told me that sometimes, I'm quite self centered... Is that true?... It kind of came to me as a huge shockwave, because in my entire life, nobody called me self centered before...
What did I do wrong... haiz...
Is saying that another person is smart self centered? Is feeling stupid and useless self centered?... Is putting your friends above yourself self centered?... I bought that person some potatoe wedges to eat because I was hungry and I thought he would hungry... but in the end, it got eaten up by people because I waited for that person too long...
I know that sometimes, I can unknowingly seek attention, because since young, I've been diagnosed as a ADD kid...
I wanted to cry.. but I couldnt cry... I just put on a brave smile and swallowed... guess I must have hurt really hurt that person's feeling that that person would say this... But... I just dont know what I did wrong...
I wish I didnt suffer from hyperactivity... but its something that has always been in me... maybe sometimes I do irritate people because of my this... but I didnt think that it was so serious...
haiz...
Today, I started the 12 day fast by Campus Crusade... I tried eating vegetarian stuff... But it just didnt work out... So I'll just do the one meal fast from tomorrow onwards... Within this 12 day period... it'll be lunch off the menu...
I dont really have much mood to write anymore... I keep thinking over the incident today...
sobz.... really feel like crying...
am I such a bad friend?... sigh...
Today's Interesting Fact : Did you know that chocolate kills dogs? Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system. A few ounces is enough to kill a small sized dog...
(.. no mood to comment..)
Sunday, January 09, 2005
A Tribut to the Victims of the Tsunami
Bleahz... Irritated again today...
Was on the bus back from Bugis today, when I realized I forgot to top up my EZ link card... Just my luck to meet a loyal-to-service bus driver (either that or I look like a 25 year old marketing executive). Anywayz... I put in 70 cents in that tinker box, and that driver screwed up his face and said that the minimum was 80 cents... So I told him that I was a student in Singapore Poly... His reply? "Poly student not student. 80 cents least". Apart from his really fantastic grammer, he said it with a smug look on his bald headed face...
HOWEVER, my JC friend can get in for 45 cents! Heard me! 45 cents!! stupid bus drivers... stupid transport system...
'NewaYz... back to today...
I was in Bugis today after church today because it was my frenz's birthday... We went to The Coffee Connoisseur to celebrate her birthday... Her treat! haha.... I ordered a milkshake like this.... *slurp* YuM!
Was on the bus back from Bugis today, when I realized I forgot to top up my EZ link card... Just my luck to meet a loyal-to-service bus driver (either that or I look like a 25 year old marketing executive). Anywayz... I put in 70 cents in that tinker box, and that driver screwed up his face and said that the minimum was 80 cents... So I told him that I was a student in Singapore Poly... His reply? "Poly student not student. 80 cents least". Apart from his really fantastic grammer, he said it with a smug look on his bald headed face...
HOWEVER, my JC friend can get in for 45 cents! Heard me! 45 cents!! stupid bus drivers... stupid transport system...
'NewaYz... back to today...
I was in Bugis today after church today because it was my frenz's birthday... We went to The Coffee Connoisseur to celebrate her birthday... Her treat! haha.... I ordered a milkshake like this.... *slurp* YuM!
Slurp! YuMmy DriNk!
I'm going to write a song about the Tsunami victims in tribute of the 9 Singaporeans and 144,000 others who died in the world's worst natural disaster in recorded history... Also because today is Singapore's day of mourning for the those affected by the Tsunami
To Reach Out and Heal Those Broken Hearts
Verse 1:
Hear the cries
Hear the cries
From their soulful hearts
A cry of pain
A cry in vain
Verse 2:
So hard they tried
To build a home
It took one tide
To destroy and leave them alone
Verse 3:
Wrenched from their families
Hidden from their love
Wont you reach out
And heal those broken hearts?
Chorus:
A new hope
A new future
A goal for a time
For which they can be sure
A time when where they will never
Be afraid again
Wont you reach out
And heal those broken hearts
Last time : Wont you reach out,
and heal those broken hearts
Bridge:
One step by one step
We'll help them build a place
A place that they can call home
Copyright (c)
Written by Kyo
Let us all spend a quite moment to contemplate on how lucky and blessed we are that we were not affected by the tsunami...
Life is like a lighted candle,
Swaying in the wind...
A gentle blow, and it extinguishes...
But for every candle lit, it only takes a spark..
The pass on that flame...
Take care everyone, and God Bless
Signing off,
- Kyo
Today's Interesting Fact : Did you know that a raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top.
(haha... will it work with vodka and beer?)
(haha... will it work with vodka and beer?)
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Of HamsTerS, poKemoN, BraCes and Mus|C...
Haha... Today was a preetty doo doo day... Woke up at 9 and started watching digimon... haha... then powerpuff.. then pokemon... then teenage mutant ninja turtles... then dozzzed off....
haha! =D
Today worship prac was really cool... At least the songs were pretty challenging... There were like 7 songs in all, and ALL of them were by Hillsongs... I had to invent a few varieties of piano intros for some of the songs because the band couldn remember some of the exact intros...
I wonder why dont have pianos have capos? (F.Y.I. - Capos are clips that are placed on guitars so that they can be transposed from a harder key to play to an easier key)
Thats why pianists usually have to go through such gruelling training before reaching mastery...
I hope I can pick up swimming again... haven been swimming for a long time since my goggles last broke... (btw... It broke because I was swimming backstroke to fast and I didnt see that the wall rushing towards my face.)
So thats another of my new year wishess... A new pair of high-indexed goggles with deegrees...
hmm.. guess thats going to cost a bomb...
Oh yeah! I'm going to get braces... NEXT WEEK!... hmm... my mind is still in a whirl as a million thoughts blasted me when my mum told me that... There are so many pros and cons when if I agree to get the braces...
Cons
1) I'll be breaking one of my own laws ( a.3 never to put anything that is deemed unpleasent to the eye on your own body)
2) It will be very painful - at least for 2 weeks
3) It will be VERY costly - approx S$3800
4) It will be difficult for me to brush my teeth (which I cant do without)
...
Pros
1) There will be long term benefits
As you can see there are so many disadvantages over the advantages... but the long term benefit of having a perfectly straight set of teeth kinda outweight everything...I'm so confused...
Watching Outward Bound II on Channel 5 now... the dogs are so cool... some of em are jus so cute.. haha... I love animals...
Yawnz.. going to do the summary on the Web Publishing images and files... Hope I will have enuogh to write on and to show sista Sharina and Sonia tomorrow... =P
Today's Funny Facts : Approximately, on average, there are 333 squares of toilet paper on the toilet roll.
(hey! how about those big big rolls? and does the 333 include three-ply and four-ply?)
haha! =D
Today worship prac was really cool... At least the songs were pretty challenging... There were like 7 songs in all, and ALL of them were by Hillsongs... I had to invent a few varieties of piano intros for some of the songs because the band couldn remember some of the exact intros...
I wonder why dont have pianos have capos? (F.Y.I. - Capos are clips that are placed on guitars so that they can be transposed from a harder key to play to an easier key)
Thats why pianists usually have to go through such gruelling training before reaching mastery...
I hope I can pick up swimming again... haven been swimming for a long time since my goggles last broke... (btw... It broke because I was swimming backstroke to fast and I didnt see that the wall rushing towards my face.)
So thats another of my new year wishess... A new pair of high-indexed goggles with deegrees...
hmm.. guess thats going to cost a bomb...
Oh yeah! I'm going to get braces... NEXT WEEK!... hmm... my mind is still in a whirl as a million thoughts blasted me when my mum told me that... There are so many pros and cons when if I agree to get the braces...
Cons
1) I'll be breaking one of my own laws ( a.3 never to put anything that is deemed unpleasent to the eye on your own body)
2) It will be very painful - at least for 2 weeks
3) It will be VERY costly - approx S$3800
4) It will be difficult for me to brush my teeth (which I cant do without)
...
Pros
1) There will be long term benefits
As you can see there are so many disadvantages over the advantages... but the long term benefit of having a perfectly straight set of teeth kinda outweight everything...I'm so confused...
Watching Outward Bound II on Channel 5 now... the dogs are so cool... some of em are jus so cute.. haha... I love animals...
Especially hamsters! hehezzz... frolicking hamsters...
Yawnz.. going to do the summary on the Web Publishing images and files... Hope I will have enuogh to write on and to show sista Sharina and Sonia tomorrow... =P
Ciaoz... Blog Fans!
God bless =)
- Kyo
P.S. Oh yeah... I changed some of the links on ya left to buttons... some of them still looks a bit wierd... I'll try and do some changes once I find out how to enlarge them without making em look like a collague of squares... =D
Today's Funny Facts : Approximately, on average, there are 333 squares of toilet paper on the toilet roll.
(hey! how about those big big rolls? and does the 333 include three-ply and four-ply?)
Friday, January 07, 2005
Some thoughts.... =P
When the darkness envelopes everything...
A spark can which cant be seen much during the day is suddenly given attention a million times more...
When the spark disappears, suddenly everything is dark again...
When all is dark.
The cold will come.
-Kyo Kusanagi
Excerpt from the Legend of the 8 Kushinyashi Maidens of Orochi
Beyond belief. Fact, or Fiction.
Do you know that human astronomers has actually measured the length of the universe? (yes, in metres and cm if you have the patience to convert it)
Do you know that the Hailey's Comet is on an inevitable fate to end up crashing head on to earth? (next time when you see a shooting star, dont make a wish. Pray)
Do you know that the half of the Island of Hawaii will inevitably sink into the ocean, causing a damage equivalent to 1 million atomic bombs and causing a Tsunami of epic proportions?
(make sure that the surfers know that a big wave is coming soon)
Do you know that if every Singaporean school teacher actually converted their sound energy in a year to heat energy, it would be able to power Senoko Power Plant for an hour. (talking about heated debates)
Do you know that if every single ink on tattoos of people all over Singapore were to be extracted and written out into a book, it would be just enough to print out a full coloured set of encyclopedia for children (and we complain that encyclopedias are so expensive)
Do you know that a cockroach can survive for 1 week without its head untill it starves to death because it cant eat? (Ewww... )
If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gasis produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (And put Hugo Boss and Calvin Klein out of business for a year...)
okok.. enough wierd facts... hope you all liked it...
Either or... fast or slow...
I'll still be here...
'Cause you'll always be there...
And I'll always be here...
always...
So cold... So lonely...
Haiz...
I went back on my word. I went back on my promises.
I went back on my life. I went back on my friends.
I went back on myself. I went back on my virtues.
I wont turn my back now.
No turning back... No turning back...
- Kyo
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Haiz... Worked up worked up... haha....
=P
Still cant believe some people have the guts to claim their own god-ship...
Another reason why for such a long time I never had a good impression of gals in the first place...
If guys are dense... that is no reason for gals to climb on top of them... contrary... If they are that intelligent, they should actually be helping them to obtain long term benefits...
Well... I'm not going to say anymore about my reason self-invoked anger...
Today was a darn boring day... YuPz... Darn boring... Had 3 lectures in a row....
Dont wanna talk about it.. lolz
But I set next to her during lunch break! =P
But I was so darn shy... Shucks.. hate my low self confidence and incorrigible eloquency...
I wanted to talk to her... but just couldnt bring myself to do it... I jus smiled... like a dumbo...
arrgh.. haha...
Sometimes when she talks to her frenz she slouches a bit... I wonder why?... Its kinda bad for her posture... Sometimes wanna tell her... but scared she will get angry...
She acts so lesbo sometimes.. lolz... real funny... galfrenz and all... but with the amount of guys being classified as "good for nothing" in the eyes of many gals... Its hard not to turn AJ isnt it...
Love is not "I love you because I need you..." but "I need you because I love you...".. sometimes its so difficult to imagine how anybody would accept an AJ to like them... because I guess the implements can sometimes be bad...
I wish... I never ever looked at a person from how he or she looks... I looked at her heart... and found something more beautiful then the any other...
I love you.....
Do you love me?....
=P
Still cant believe some people have the guts to claim their own god-ship...
Another reason why for such a long time I never had a good impression of gals in the first place...
If guys are dense... that is no reason for gals to climb on top of them... contrary... If they are that intelligent, they should actually be helping them to obtain long term benefits...
Well... I'm not going to say anymore about my reason self-invoked anger...
Today was a darn boring day... YuPz... Darn boring... Had 3 lectures in a row....
Dont wanna talk about it.. lolz
But I set next to her during lunch break! =P
But I was so darn shy... Shucks.. hate my low self confidence and incorrigible eloquency...
I wanted to talk to her... but just couldnt bring myself to do it... I jus smiled... like a dumbo...
arrgh.. haha...
Sometimes when she talks to her frenz she slouches a bit... I wonder why?... Its kinda bad for her posture... Sometimes wanna tell her... but scared she will get angry...
She acts so lesbo sometimes.. lolz... real funny... galfrenz and all... but with the amount of guys being classified as "good for nothing" in the eyes of many gals... Its hard not to turn AJ isnt it...
Love is not "I love you because I need you..." but "I need you because I love you...".. sometimes its so difficult to imagine how anybody would accept an AJ to like them... because I guess the implements can sometimes be bad...
I wish... I never ever looked at a person from how he or she looks... I looked at her heart... and found something more beautiful then the any other...
I love you.....
Do you love me?....
Live on... You know it within yourself... You do...
Why do people exist?
Why do people die?
and if people were destined to die, why were they made to live in the first place?
This world consists of a viscious cycle... of love, hate, cooperation and prejudice...
When one dies, the other rises, when one rises, another falls...
Every single person consists of a heart, soul, spirit, mind and body...
When each one of these things are hurt, they hurl a force out in the universe, which will inevitably hit back with a greater force...
Nature is a complex cycle of life and death, each living and feeding, dying and cooperating with each other...
Why is all this so?
Why does all this happen?
Everything is so accurately set out, that every single molecule on earth would have electrons, protons and neutrons.
What is this force that binds all these together?
What is this force that creates the very structure of the universe?
The map of life and death, the cycle of karma?
For He was there before creation, and all things were created by Him.
Why did Charles Darwin and Edison acknowledge God at the end of their lives? One being the founders of one of the foundations of atheism and the other being one of the brightest inventors ever lived?
The answer is because at the end of their life, they realized as they look through their life, they realise that every single things they did was futile compared to the vast scientific expense that is the universe which was stretch out before them. They realized that they could never ever deny that there isnt an almighty God - because science is the canverse that God laid out His creation upon (Leonardo da Vinci). They have only touched the very tiny tip of the infinite.
How do we know that God is still alive?
First. The creater of life and death can succumb to death? Is not that a hilarious joke? He might as well conjure more life and make himself immortal.
Second. The very fabric of the earth itself resonates with reason that God is alive. The perfect symbiosis among creation and nature, body, mind and soul alike literally mean that there is some great being sustaining this complex formation.
Christianity is NOT a religion.
Yes. Hear me again... Christianity is NOT a religion...
It is a relationship... a bond that started out because of love in the first place...
Why humans then? Dont you feel special? Unlike the other animals, humans are different... because deep down inside them is the very fabric of life itself. The promise since the beginning of time. That thing is love.
Everybody needs love...
Love is NOT blind... Love is unconditional... Love is infinite.... Love transcends time and space itself, and it is unexplainable because it is unscientific in the first place...
It is written. God is love...
He is the epitome of what binds the fabric of life together. Each of us has part of Him since creation. Because it is He who gave us His breath...
Dont belive? Fine...
The bible is the proven fact of history. Historians prove that every single activity (that has so far been found) has been true. There is no lie.
So those people who insist that the bible is a lie only contradict fact itself which has proven itself over the course of years.
Haiz... Written enough le... for those who really read everything... Hope ya will give it consideration...
Because... deep down inside.. Our fabric of life, is love itself...
I love her...
I love her...
sigh...
Why do people die?
and if people were destined to die, why were they made to live in the first place?
This world consists of a viscious cycle... of love, hate, cooperation and prejudice...
When one dies, the other rises, when one rises, another falls...
Every single person consists of a heart, soul, spirit, mind and body...
When each one of these things are hurt, they hurl a force out in the universe, which will inevitably hit back with a greater force...
Nature is a complex cycle of life and death, each living and feeding, dying and cooperating with each other...
Why is all this so?
Why does all this happen?
Everything is so accurately set out, that every single molecule on earth would have electrons, protons and neutrons.
What is this force that binds all these together?
What is this force that creates the very structure of the universe?
The map of life and death, the cycle of karma?
For He was there before creation, and all things were created by Him.
Why did Charles Darwin and Edison acknowledge God at the end of their lives? One being the founders of one of the foundations of atheism and the other being one of the brightest inventors ever lived?
The answer is because at the end of their life, they realized as they look through their life, they realise that every single things they did was futile compared to the vast scientific expense that is the universe which was stretch out before them. They realized that they could never ever deny that there isnt an almighty God - because science is the canverse that God laid out His creation upon (Leonardo da Vinci). They have only touched the very tiny tip of the infinite.
How do we know that God is still alive?
First. The creater of life and death can succumb to death? Is not that a hilarious joke? He might as well conjure more life and make himself immortal.
Second. The very fabric of the earth itself resonates with reason that God is alive. The perfect symbiosis among creation and nature, body, mind and soul alike literally mean that there is some great being sustaining this complex formation.
Christianity is NOT a religion.
Yes. Hear me again... Christianity is NOT a religion...
It is a relationship... a bond that started out because of love in the first place...
Why humans then? Dont you feel special? Unlike the other animals, humans are different... because deep down inside them is the very fabric of life itself. The promise since the beginning of time. That thing is love.
Everybody needs love...
Love is NOT blind... Love is unconditional... Love is infinite.... Love transcends time and space itself, and it is unexplainable because it is unscientific in the first place...
It is written. God is love...
He is the epitome of what binds the fabric of life together. Each of us has part of Him since creation. Because it is He who gave us His breath...
Dont belive? Fine...
The bible is the proven fact of history. Historians prove that every single activity (that has so far been found) has been true. There is no lie.
So those people who insist that the bible is a lie only contradict fact itself which has proven itself over the course of years.
Haiz... Written enough le... for those who really read everything... Hope ya will give it consideration...
Because... deep down inside.. Our fabric of life, is love itself...
I love her...
I love her...
sigh...
Why do people exist?
Why do people die?
and if people were destined to die, why were they made to live in the first place?
This world consists of a viscious cycle... of love, hate, cooperation and prejudice...
When one dies, the other rises, when one rises, another falls...
Every single person consists of a heart, soul, spirit, mind and body...
When each one of these things are hurt, they hurl a force out in the universe, which will inevitably hit back with a greater force...
Nature is a complex cycle of life and death, each living and feeding, dying and cooperating with each other...
Why is all this so?
Why does all this happen?
Everything is so accurately set out, that every single molecule on earth would have electrons, protons and neutrons.
What is this force that binds all these together?
What is this force that creates the very structure of the universe?
The map of life and death, the cycle of karma?
For He was there before creation, and all things were created by Him.
Why did Charles Darwin and Edison acknowledge God at the end of their lives? One being the founders of one of the foundations of atheism and the other being one of the brightest inventors ever lived?
The answer is because at the end of their life, they realized as they look through their life, they realise that every single things they did was futile compared to the vast scientific expense that is the universe which was stretch out before them. They realized that they could never ever deny that there isnt an almighty God - because science is the canverse that God laid out His creation upon (Leonardo da Vinci). They have only touched the very tiny tip of the infinite.
How do we know that God is still alive?
First. The creater of life and death can succumb to death? Is not that a hilarious joke? He might as well conjure more life and make himself immortal.
Second. The very fabric of the earth itself resonates with reason that God is alive. The perfect symbiosis among creation and nature, body, mind and soul alike literally mean that there is some great being sustaining this complex formation.
Christianity is NOT a religion.
Yes. Hear me again... Christianity is NOT a religion...
It is a relationship... a bond that started out because of love in the first place...
Why humans then? Dont you feel special? Unlike the other animals, humans are different... because deep down inside them is the very fabric of life itself. The promise since the beginning of time. That thing is love.
Everybody needs love...
Love is NOT blind... Love is unconditional... Love is infinite.... Love transcends time and space itself, and it is unexplainable because it is unscientific in the first place...
It is written. God is love...
He is the epitome of what binds the fabric of life together. Each of us has part of Him since creation. Because it is He who gave us His breath...
Dont belive? Fine...
The bible is the proven fact of history. Historians prove that every single activity (that has so far been found) has been true. There is no lie.
So those people who insist that the bible is a lie only contradict fact itself which has proven itself over the course of years.
Haiz... Written enough le... for those who really read everything... Hope ya will give it consideration...
Because... deep down inside.. Our fabric of life, is love itself...
I love her...
I love her...
sigh...
Why do people die?
and if people were destined to die, why were they made to live in the first place?
This world consists of a viscious cycle... of love, hate, cooperation and prejudice...
When one dies, the other rises, when one rises, another falls...
Every single person consists of a heart, soul, spirit, mind and body...
When each one of these things are hurt, they hurl a force out in the universe, which will inevitably hit back with a greater force...
Nature is a complex cycle of life and death, each living and feeding, dying and cooperating with each other...
Why is all this so?
Why does all this happen?
Everything is so accurately set out, that every single molecule on earth would have electrons, protons and neutrons.
What is this force that binds all these together?
What is this force that creates the very structure of the universe?
The map of life and death, the cycle of karma?
For He was there before creation, and all things were created by Him.
Why did Charles Darwin and Edison acknowledge God at the end of their lives? One being the founders of one of the foundations of atheism and the other being one of the brightest inventors ever lived?
The answer is because at the end of their life, they realized as they look through their life, they realise that every single things they did was futile compared to the vast scientific expense that is the universe which was stretch out before them. They realized that they could never ever deny that there isnt an almighty God - because science is the canverse that God laid out His creation upon (Leonardo da Vinci). They have only touched the very tiny tip of the infinite.
How do we know that God is still alive?
First. The creater of life and death can succumb to death? Is not that a hilarious joke? He might as well conjure more life and make himself immortal.
Second. The very fabric of the earth itself resonates with reason that God is alive. The perfect symbiosis among creation and nature, body, mind and soul alike literally mean that there is some great being sustaining this complex formation.
Christianity is NOT a religion.
Yes. Hear me again... Christianity is NOT a religion...
It is a relationship... a bond that started out because of love in the first place...
Why humans then? Dont you feel special? Unlike the other animals, humans are different... because deep down inside them is the very fabric of life itself. The promise since the beginning of time. That thing is love.
Everybody needs love...
Love is NOT blind... Love is unconditional... Love is infinite.... Love transcends time and space itself, and it is unexplainable because it is unscientific in the first place...
It is written. God is love...
He is the epitome of what binds the fabric of life together. Each of us has part of Him since creation. Because it is He who gave us His breath...
Dont belive? Fine...
The bible is the proven fact of history. Historians prove that every single activity (that has so far been found) has been true. There is no lie.
So those people who insist that the bible is a lie only contradict fact itself which has proven itself over the course of years.
Haiz... Written enough le... for those who really read everything... Hope ya will give it consideration...
Because... deep down inside.. Our fabric of life, is love itself...
I love her...
I love her...
sigh...
I hate XiaXue
I HATE XIA XUE! I HATE XIA XUE!!!!
Despicable Imbecillic Incarnate of the Devil's Arsehole
FIRST:
She is an antichristian.
To those people who ask WHY is she an antichristian?
Because I SAY SO. al finitos.
Dont ask me why anymore because I will not bother explaining the details
SECONDLY:
She is a bloody fucking self-proclaimed god
Yah. Those who like her, please go and kiss her feet and lick her sandels and dont forget the incense and burnt money
THIRD:
I HATE HER GUTS
That probably summerizes every single word I would put here.
Because that fucking asshole (I hope she sees this) probably have already slept with a million guys.
Given her self-constructed dignity and pride, I think it might shatter if I TELL THE WORLD that she uses adobe photoshop to make herself more whore-like then ever.
Moreover, she doesnt even know much about Christianity.
Tsunamis caused by God? What bullshit...
For those Christians who are reading my blog, you know and you should know very well why these things are happening. Be prepared and await the time at hand.
I hate people who have no sense of self-humility
I hate people who are anti-christian
I hate people who think that the world serves them
I hate people who use sacarsm to hurt the general public
I hate people who restrain people from doing the things that I thing that is right
As for the 2nd option. Alternatively, change the hate to loathe.
I am VERY VERY VERY angry now...
... and for all those who actually privated me and... I vented my anger slightly upon.... I'm real sorry... I'll make it up somehow...
I hereby declare that I am officially anti-xiaxue.
I change her link to BITCH QUEEN.
As a Christian, I shouldnt be doing these things. But what the heck... She is one soul that has her name written in hell since the dawn of time...
haiz... I'm getting so worked up....
sorry guyz.... I'll try to cool down....
I'm so angry I can cry... she is such a lost soul...
To XiaXue: 2 words - watch out
Signing off : Kyo
I still love her...
Despicable Imbecillic Incarnate of the Devil's Arsehole
FIRST:
She is an antichristian.
To those people who ask WHY is she an antichristian?
Because I SAY SO. al finitos.
Dont ask me why anymore because I will not bother explaining the details
SECONDLY:
She is a bloody fucking self-proclaimed god
Yah. Those who like her, please go and kiss her feet and lick her sandels and dont forget the incense and burnt money
THIRD:
I HATE HER GUTS
That probably summerizes every single word I would put here.
Because that fucking asshole (I hope she sees this) probably have already slept with a million guys.
Given her self-constructed dignity and pride, I think it might shatter if I TELL THE WORLD that she uses adobe photoshop to make herself more whore-like then ever.
Moreover, she doesnt even know much about Christianity.
Tsunamis caused by God? What bullshit...
For those Christians who are reading my blog, you know and you should know very well why these things are happening. Be prepared and await the time at hand.
I hate people who have no sense of self-humility
I hate people who are anti-christian
I hate people who think that the world serves them
I hate people who use sacarsm to hurt the general public
I hate people who restrain people from doing the things that I thing that is right
As for the 2nd option. Alternatively, change the hate to loathe.
I am VERY VERY VERY angry now...
... and for all those who actually privated me and... I vented my anger slightly upon.... I'm real sorry... I'll make it up somehow...
I hereby declare that I am officially anti-xiaxue.
I change her link to BITCH QUEEN.
As a Christian, I shouldnt be doing these things. But what the heck... She is one soul that has her name written in hell since the dawn of time...
haiz... I'm getting so worked up....
sorry guyz.... I'll try to cool down....
I'm so angry I can cry... she is such a lost soul...
To XiaXue: 2 words - watch out
Signing off : Kyo
I still love her...
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
TodaY!!! TodaY is A CoOL dAy
haha! today is quite a nice day! except for 2 spoilers...
1st (and most tragically, with consolations and depressions):
I failed my Web Publishing MCQ.... but i'm not that depressed because the questions are freaking difficult and seemingly impossible for a person of my intellectual stature, AND I got the same marks as her!!
2nd
The movie "Meet the Fockers" wasnt as nice as I made it out to be... but for $6.50, and the fact that the dog was quite farni... actually made up for it...
but... She didnt want to go along to watch the show.. because she is going to watch the show on Saturday with her frenz... sobz sobz....
Anywayz... today I reached school at 8... swell.. I thought that there will be people practicing WP in the lab or something.. but NOOO... nobody was there... and I ended up sitting with Sarah and Jawei who came early as well.. but thats cool as well... and I sat next to her eventually after she came too!
Then came the WP test... I dont wanna talk about it... other then the fact that my html was ok...
DVPA was n-e-x-t... and we all had to i-n-d-i-v-i-d-u-a-l-l-y present to Mr. Low... which was also quite a depressing performance as he didnt give much positive remark except for a very very PLASTIC "good!" at the end... sigh.. I spent so much time on it.. guessed it didnt pay off again...
After that we went to watch movie!! weee~
Meet the ****** is actually quite a nice show, 'cept out expectation was abit too high... The dog was cute, and the ending is pretty sweet... but overall, the show is rather cliche I could almost predict whatever was going ta come out...
Then guess where we went to eat... You guess You guess You guess!!!! ..... P-A-S-T-A-M-A-N-I-A... haha.. but the food tasted quite good bah... but i still think that its so ex... especially when I could eat it for free last time.... unlimited supply some more... I ate Al FunGhi (due to the Maplestory Mushroom Craving symptom)... haha
Then we went to shop about PS... we went to my favourite shop S&K to check out the clothes... then Jawei told me that 'she' had clothes from there too!... the shop suddenly became 1000% more cooler! lolz...
sigh... then we went home... I'm sure the outing could have been much more fun with her around... I miss her...
smitten?.. lolz... I'm not afraid to admit it....
I'm going to do my IVP newspaper article now...
seeyaz all!
DMC 1B/02 RocKz 4eVa!
Look into my eyes...
There's a fire burning deep inside...
It consumes the surroundings...
Leaving only you...
And you only...
1st (and most tragically, with consolations and depressions):
I failed my Web Publishing MCQ.... but i'm not that depressed because the questions are freaking difficult and seemingly impossible for a person of my intellectual stature, AND I got the same marks as her!!
2nd
The movie "Meet the Fockers" wasnt as nice as I made it out to be... but for $6.50, and the fact that the dog was quite farni... actually made up for it...
but... She didnt want to go along to watch the show.. because she is going to watch the show on Saturday with her frenz... sobz sobz....
Anywayz... today I reached school at 8... swell.. I thought that there will be people practicing WP in the lab or something.. but NOOO... nobody was there... and I ended up sitting with Sarah and Jawei who came early as well.. but thats cool as well... and I sat next to her eventually after she came too!
Then came the WP test... I dont wanna talk about it... other then the fact that my html was ok...
DVPA was n-e-x-t... and we all had to i-n-d-i-v-i-d-u-a-l-l-y present to Mr. Low... which was also quite a depressing performance as he didnt give much positive remark except for a very very PLASTIC "good!" at the end... sigh.. I spent so much time on it.. guessed it didnt pay off again...
After that we went to watch movie!! weee~
Meet the ****** is actually quite a nice show, 'cept out expectation was abit too high... The dog was cute, and the ending is pretty sweet... but overall, the show is rather cliche I could almost predict whatever was going ta come out...
Then guess where we went to eat... You guess You guess You guess!!!! ..... P-A-S-T-A-M-A-N-I-A... haha.. but the food tasted quite good bah... but i still think that its so ex... especially when I could eat it for free last time.... unlimited supply some more... I ate Al FunGhi (due to the Maplestory Mushroom Craving symptom)... haha
Then we went to shop about PS... we went to my favourite shop S&K to check out the clothes... then Jawei told me that 'she' had clothes from there too!... the shop suddenly became 1000% more cooler! lolz...
sigh... then we went home... I'm sure the outing could have been much more fun with her around... I miss her...
smitten?.. lolz... I'm not afraid to admit it....
I'm going to do my IVP newspaper article now...
seeyaz all!
DMC 1B/02 RocKz 4eVa!
Look into my eyes...
There's a fire burning deep inside...
It consumes the surroundings...
Leaving only you...
And you only...
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Causing Tomorrow....
Term stress has returned! CAs, presentations, ICAs and other projects... And I welcomed it with open arms!
Haha.. well... I've learnt from my mistake, and this semester, I'm going to start doing stuff real early! No more slacking about for me!
My DVPA assignment seems to be in order, and tomorrow will be the date of presenation.. I just hope that I wont be so long winded again...
Well... all this nonsense...
She's been real nice recently... especially after the new years day gathering... I thought that she wont speak to me... because of wad I said... maybe out of embarressment?...
But she's cool! yeah... she still talks to me... but... between us... we're still friends...
She's so smart... I'm.. well.. I just try my best... but usually lose out anywayz...
haha... she also has so many gfs... lolz... sometimes its hard not to get jealous (sometimes!) well... she's so vagrant and carefree and thats something innocent and beautiful within her...
sigh....
Hope she will stay well... everybody is getting sick nowadays.. my cough has became better... but alot of other peopel are falling sick also...
I love her...
I really do!..
Haha.. well... I've learnt from my mistake, and this semester, I'm going to start doing stuff real early! No more slacking about for me!
My DVPA assignment seems to be in order, and tomorrow will be the date of presenation.. I just hope that I wont be so long winded again...
Well... all this nonsense...
She's been real nice recently... especially after the new years day gathering... I thought that she wont speak to me... because of wad I said... maybe out of embarressment?...
But she's cool! yeah... she still talks to me... but... between us... we're still friends...
She's so smart... I'm.. well.. I just try my best... but usually lose out anywayz...
haha... she also has so many gfs... lolz... sometimes its hard not to get jealous (sometimes!) well... she's so vagrant and carefree and thats something innocent and beautiful within her...
sigh....
Hope she will stay well... everybody is getting sick nowadays.. my cough has became better... but alot of other peopel are falling sick also...
I love her...
I really do!..
Monday, January 03, 2005
Haha... Evaluation by the School of Business.. nice...
You live life as a spectrum of possibilities and adventures. You are highly sensitive to people and possess a keen understanding about things present and into the future. Being imaginative, you are able to see connections and possibilities in situations. As such, you shine in kicking-off new projects and trying-out novel ideas. You move ahead, strongly believing in your insights and invest great energy into these projects. Having high energy levels, you are able to move people towards a common goal. However, you may not always see every project through to the end. You place an emphasis on caring and affectionate relationships. Truthfulness, open communication and the potential for personal development are common traits in your friendships. While you are quick to express thanks and gratitude, you also value positive reinforcement from people. You will flourish in any environment and your zest will cheer others on to blossom too.
Potential Strengths
New ideas and possibilities
Potential Strengths
New ideas and possibilities
Enthusiasm & energy
People skills
Adaptability
Creativity
Popular Occupations
Public relations specialists
Public relations specialists
Marketing consultant
Advertising account executive
Sales (intangibles/ ideas)
Human resource manager
Counsellor
Psychologists
Teachers (art and drama, music, English)
Copywriter
Publicity writer
Editor/ art director (magazine)
Writers, artists, entertainers
Journalist
Playwright
Reporter/editor
Sunday, January 02, 2005
I'm an ENFP! Swell.. =D
You're an ENFP
ENFP>
What's there to say about you? You're an initiator of change and are keenly in tune to possibilities... you're enthusiastic, and it's contagious...you're tireless in the pursuit of newfound interests... You can anticipate the needs of others, and offer them needed help and appreciation. You bring zest, livelihood, and fun to all aspects of your life...
You're agreeable, sociable, outgoing and like to imagine yourself in the future... who will you marry? what type of work will you do? where will you live? All questions you ask yourself...you like to keep your options open...you're imaginative...curious...you prefer to understand than judge..
You see endless possibilities. You hate to be boxed into anything -- like a career -- for life...so you hesitate and resist making decisions...always look for new and novel...
You like a learning environment where the teacher takes a personal interest in you...You're motto might be: "There's always a better way or a better answer.."... when you're committed to something, you are enthusiastic to the point of preaching to the whole world about it (...like the Storm Palace?)
Your style of organization is... well, personalized. Others don't really see you as organized, though, do they? YOU know what's where, and there's a "method to your madness," huh?
You have a hard time separating work from leisure, since you have fun while you work. You're always on the lookout for new things... you like learning with others, so you'll invite 'em to join you at films, plays and classes.
When you fall in love, you study the other person in every way. The one you fall in love with is "the best ever" a lot, huh? Sheesh. But others feel unconditionally loved by you ....you fall head over heels and get in love FAST. You are charming...full of vitality...you treat others with sympathy, gentleness, and warmth...
Last part: watch out for losing your focus 'cause you wanna try too many ideas at the same time... you don't prioritize, so you can overload...also, because you're just a fun-loving animal, you might not complete important work and basic responsibilities...
ENFP: "Every day, New Fantastic Possibilities"
Quite accurate huh! haha.... =P
Juz kidding....
ENFP>
What's there to say about you? You're an initiator of change and are keenly in tune to possibilities... you're enthusiastic, and it's contagious...you're tireless in the pursuit of newfound interests... You can anticipate the needs of others, and offer them needed help and appreciation. You bring zest, livelihood, and fun to all aspects of your life...
You're agreeable, sociable, outgoing and like to imagine yourself in the future... who will you marry? what type of work will you do? where will you live? All questions you ask yourself...you like to keep your options open...you're imaginative...curious...you prefer to understand than judge..
You see endless possibilities. You hate to be boxed into anything -- like a career -- for life...so you hesitate and resist making decisions...always look for new and novel...
You like a learning environment where the teacher takes a personal interest in you...You're motto might be: "There's always a better way or a better answer.."... when you're committed to something, you are enthusiastic to the point of preaching to the whole world about it (...like the Storm Palace?)
Your style of organization is... well, personalized. Others don't really see you as organized, though, do they? YOU know what's where, and there's a "method to your madness," huh?
You have a hard time separating work from leisure, since you have fun while you work. You're always on the lookout for new things... you like learning with others, so you'll invite 'em to join you at films, plays and classes.
When you fall in love, you study the other person in every way. The one you fall in love with is "the best ever" a lot, huh? Sheesh. But others feel unconditionally loved by you ....you fall head over heels and get in love FAST. You are charming...full of vitality...you treat others with sympathy, gentleness, and warmth...
Last part: watch out for losing your focus 'cause you wanna try too many ideas at the same time... you don't prioritize, so you can overload...also, because you're just a fun-loving animal, you might not complete important work and basic responsibilities...
ENFP: "Every day, New Fantastic Possibilities"
Quite accurate huh! haha.... =P
Juz kidding....
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